Man, dealing with ADHD sucks.

[getmoney310cpt]

they said I had it when I was a young nikka, moms put me on ridalin for a few weeks took me right off said it made me just sit there and zone out...I just smoke hella weed and I never really had a problem focusing its moreso focusing on things I dont care about like geometry which I failed twice and had to go Juco because of

 

[the cool]

Whenever I try to read book or study my mind always wonders off and I have to go back and re read it. Does it mean I have ADHD?

 

[Sugarbush]

I have this and I forget alot of shyt.

Like names and things/tasks people have asked me to remember.

Like I can know what the name or something is, but if asked on the spot... Like the shyt just disappear out my mind. I'll be at home later like "damn nikka you retarded".

Sometimes I can be talking and have a valid point to make.... so as i start talking, I forget the point I was building up to. Then I start talking in circles.

I feel ya breh

What’s funny to me is that I’m a laid back nikka with ADHD. Makes no fukking sense

 

[Sugarbush]

Weed bruh only way I got thru law school. I feel yo pain tho

Man listen CBD has helped me out tremendously I wish I knew about that shyt when I was in school lol

 

[the cool]

Man listen CBD has helped me out tremendously I wish I knew about that shyt when I was in school lol

What kind of cbd you get?

 

[MajesticLion]

I'd advise you to go back to kickboxing and stick with it. Nothing focuses a mind, nor teaches you how to order your thoughts, faster than being punched in the face. Do it long term and that skill will naturally bleed over into other aspects of your life...most probably because so much of life can often feel like being punched in the face.


Really cool thread.

 

[Sugarbush]

What kind of cbd you get?

Lazarus Naturals

 

[the cool]

Lazarus Naturals

The drops under tongue ?

 

[HoldThisL]

I been diagnosed with it to for a couple of years already. I can tell you have it cause the way you typed your post looks like my mind. My thoughts are constantly racing when I am off my medication and it is hard for me to go to sleep also. I have bad insomnia too now. The only thing that really been helping me is deep breathing meditation throughout the day, or writing in my journal so I dont forget things.

 

[Sugarbush]

The drops under tongue ?

Yup

 

[Krazy]

Im starting to think I've got undiagnosed ADD.

Symptoms are rearing their ugly ass in adult life, especially when it comes to getting important things done.
Yeah part of it has been laziness but when I actually want to get shyt done and dusted and I physically/mentally "cant".

I've cruised through education and life with moderate success, but yeah there comes a point where you cant do that anymore lol, the cracks start showing...

I mentioned it to my doctor last year and he was like "No I dont think you have that...", since then put it to the back of my mind now I'm adamant I've got it after researching it all over again.

Appointment booked see If I can get referred - Although I hear its harder to get diagnosed as an adult.

 

[DoomzdayzV]

this might sound tragic.....but it might help too.

you are gonna have to embrace the thoughts and the behavior that the thoughts cause. the frantic thoughts are only cured by taking frantic action. fighting, stabbing, shooting, eccentric stage performance, making music, intense sex, starting fires, ive done it all.....the last 30 years of my life has been me chasing highs through behavior that the average person would consider terrifying. Those highs are beyond comprehension, its a level of energy that will allow me to go weeks without food or sleep and still feel immaculate. giving in to being an outlaw has saved me, I cant even believe I have made it this far but one day this mindstate is going to take my life and I dont give a fukk. the saving grace of all this is that the electrical charge in my body attracts people and opportunity, so crazy as I am, I have been able to have stable and fulfilling careers in 2 different fields.

edit: forget about "normal", this is not a society anyone should aspire to amalgamate to, its beyond fukked up. travel in the opposite direction with speed