though) but you seem like a super simp. What do you attribute this to? You apparently have had your fair share of women. Why did you take such a undignified path?
She said just move in with me. I got plenty of room. I wasBut decided why not. . Moved into my room. . . We fukked that night.
It was fantastic.
Stuff like that really makes me thankful for the parents that I have. Some people literally just become products of their environments. It is not common for one to break away from that if that is all that they know.
my parents gave me a happy stable childhood. And it's not like you can even really blame his parents. I just don't know if I could knowing what I was sending her to they didn't ask for their mom because that was probably the best environment they had ever been in. Smh
you need to try and find that scandinavian girl again mills
I know
Moving out was the right move. Door got kicked in literally a week later. My roomie was not at home. .But his cousin was and he did time. Meanwhile me and Janet had a good thing. I really liked her. And I knew she was all about me. After I got the guts she was in super love. 
But she was in turmoil. . She was living in sin. She was one of those all day at church on sunday chicks.
She also went during the week for choir practice and bible study. I said no I am not. 
He said why when I laid hands on you I see you recently so drunk that you are on the floor? 
I said word? I have not had a drink in over a year.. . And I am far from a drinker. I never had my first till I was 22. 
He then looked at my hands. . Said you work with your hands.. . Manual labor right. . I said no again. I work behind a keyboard. He told me to take a seat.
but it was fukked up. Dude was so MAD!! 
The church. . . . he made his service about talking about people and what he "sees" So the whole service people are sitting there scared hoping he does not call them out. . And when he calls somebody else out everybody laughs. It is a sense of fear and relief when he does not call on you. 
In the two years were married. He upgraded his car from a Caddy to a Benz Truck. And he bought a Big Ass RV. He had two churches. One in Jax and the home church in Gainseville. The one in Jax burned down mysteriously one day. Insurance is what I am thinking. . Cause he he bought like 5 more whips.
So I am going to work every day. . Then picked up a part time job at a convenience store too. Ended up getting hired by Sony. They had a plant where they made big screen tv;s. Only thing is I was not going to start for another month. .But I would be making good money.
I told her . . Look. I need to pay off that apartment, that truck, and my credit card that I maxed out. . Plus I want to give my parents some money as soon as I can. . They are losing out giving us this house for free. She said she understood but she didn't.
Meanwhile. . .Her youngest daughter says to me one day that Steven called her. .I am like who is Steven?
This chick had ANOTHER KID!!!
When I asked her she said yeah her son Steven. . . . . . I was heated. . HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU HAVE?? She said 4. .
He lives with his dad in FLA. I was just numb at this point.
Come home from work and she tells me that her daughter ( 12 year old ) got in some trouble back in Jax . She had to go home real fast. . I say ok. . But look. . I got enough money to send you one way on greyhound. .I will have the money for your ticket back home next week when I get paid. So when you get down there give me the number where your going to be at and I when your ready to come back. I will buy the ticket. Her girls were staying with me and my parents and grandparents will watch them while I am at work.
I never laid eyes on her again until last year.
When my homie gets home from work he isI was talking to the wrong damn girl!
