I first got on the coli maybe 10 years ago and I had such a different mindset. Such naivety fueled by being so defensive about blacks always attacking Dominicans over issues of self identification. While my views on the whole Dominican blackness thing have not really changed, my eyes have been thrown the fukk open in the last few years about the shyt ya go through.
So I just want to apologize here and now for anybody that ever felt like I didn't care about black people or your issues. I was blind to many of them. I haven't posted here in a long time but I do check in here and there and I just haven't felt like my voice or opinion wasn't worth sharing because I am ashamed of my previous lack of awareness.
I didn't start feeling like this over George Floyd, it happened way before, but this case has just shaken me up for ya. The image of the cop with his knee on his neck while he pleads for help is burned into my mind and fukk me for ever doubting the unfairness you guys get treated with.
I'm not saying it for daps or rep, I'm saying it because i need to say it. I'm sorry, and I stand with ya. This is disgusting and revolution needs to happen to change things because these a$$hole pieces of shyt in charge are never ever going to give in and equalize the playing field because it requires giving something up. They don't love ya, or us. They want a white country with people of color working for them and dying for them. This shyt is not right and I promise to always stand with ya and teach my daughter and any future children about how things truly are so they never share my blindness.