Man you should be using this opportunity to research some certs.
Put a plan in motion...
Apply at amazon or a grocery store to stack up and save money so you can buy materials to study the certs on your days off... so when this nightmare is over you have certs and you are in a position of power.
Change your thinking, see this as an opportunity and grind harder. It's not gonna be easy but in 2 years time you could be in a completely different situation. Put friends and women to the side and focus. You are in control of your own destiny.. either you sit here feeling sorry for yourself or you put a plan together.