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Typically Idgaf about myself or celebrating myself. I'd rather be buried alive or set on fire than celebrate myself in any shape or form.

I'm settling down. It was scary initially because I'm used to being wild. I want to steady work, I don't want to hustle any longer.

I know what my style is and I'm sticking with it. I don't need any new friends. I have the highest quality of friends available to me and that's enough.

I don't do anything to stunt any longer. All I do is out of necessity. I don't need to be dating the best looking girl in the room anymore.

I want to date the girl who is compatible with me. I think I found her too. She said something a woman has never said to me. She said I'm so nice and polite. She's right I'm the nicest and most polite kid I've ever met.

I never imagined I'd be out of my shallow and insecure phase. I'm all the way out of it.

I just need my clothes to function and fit well. I need people to recognize and value my feelings and thoughts.

I've learned to keep my past a secret. Everyone who really knows me is not around me. Whoever I present myself as is who I'll be as an adult. I plan to take advantage of that.

I know my thread flopped and I'm a fakkit. This isn't a diary. I get no bytches. I'm a liar. And I'm a white boy. I know.

I spent most of my life focused on looking good and that limited my development. I wrapped myself up in trophies and I see the error of my ways now that I've removed them from my life. A life focused on collecting trophies is a hollow life to live, take my word for it.

After finding a craft I love I built my life around it. My passion is the foundation of my life. It's given me a reason to find and value peace.
 
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Means a lot man. lol I feel like I've ascended spirtually and mentally. Things are clear to me and I'm in control of myself. I've never felt in control of myself.
Self mastery is something few people possess l, it's why the end up on the wheel again. Keep at it and you won't come back to this crap-shoot of a reality. :salute:
 

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Self mastery is something few people possess l, it's why the end up on the wheel again. Keep at it and you won't come back to this crap-shoot of a reality. :salute:
I've tried a lot of things to master myself. Auroma therapy works for me. I focus on the scent, clear my mind, and I say my mantra. I've been calmer than I've ever been in my life.

I feel like I'm watching myself in every situation I'm in. I'm deciding how I respond rather than responding without thought. I also feel safe and secure for once in my life.

I have a foundation now. It's a very nice feeling.
 

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I've tried a lot of things to master myself. Auroma therapy works for me. I focus on the scent, clear my mind, and I say my mantra. I've been calmer than I've ever been in my life.

I feel like I'm watching myself in every situation I'm in. I'm deciding how I respond rather than responding without thought. I also feel safe and secure for once in my life.

I have a foundation now. It's a very nice feeling.
:salute:
 

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I've tried a lot of things to master myself. Auroma therapy works for me. I focus on the scent, clear my mind, and I say my mantra. I've been calmer than I've ever been in my life.

I feel like I'm watching myself in every situation I'm in. I'm deciding how I respond rather than responding without thought. I also feel safe and secure for once in my life.

I have a foundation now. It's a very nice feeling.
This is a good look cuzo. Keep it up. I think I'll try aroma therapy. I know scents are linked to memory. So maybe that can help. I know some nuerolinguistic programming techniques also if you're interested.
 
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