I never celebrated my bday
Typically Idgaf about myself or celebrating myself. I'd rather be buried alive or set on fire than celebrate myself in any shape or form.
I'm settling down. It was scary initially because I'm used to being wild. I want to steady work, I don't want to hustle any longer.
I know what my style is and I'm sticking with it. I don't need any new friends. I have the highest quality of friends available to me and that's enough.
I don't do anything to stunt any longer. All I do is out of necessity. I don't need to be dating the best looking girl in the room anymore.
I want to date the girl who is compatible with me. I think I found her too. She said something a woman has never said to me. She said I'm so nice and polite. She's right I'm the nicest and most polite kid I've ever met.
I never imagined I'd be out of my shallow and insecure phase. I'm all the way out of it.
I just need my clothes to function and fit well. I need people to recognize and value my feelings and thoughts.
I've learned to keep my past a secret. Everyone who really knows me is not around me. Whoever I present myself as is who I'll be as an adult. I plan to take advantage of that.
I know my thread flopped and I'm a fakkit. This isn't a diary. I get no bytches. I'm a liar. And I'm a white boy. I know.

May I ask you "why?"I never celebrated my bday
May I ask you "why?"
Whaaaaat????I never celebrated my bday
It's not important more like a waste of time

nikka chill outI know my thread flopped and I'm a fakkit. This isn't a diary. I get no bytches. I'm a liar. And I'm a white boy. I know.

nearly forgot my age and I ain't even 30 yet.
them pre birthday self reflections. happy almost bdayI've lived for years and this is the first time this has happened. I think it's due to my auroma therapy triggering my memory.them pre birthday self reflections. happy almost bday
Whaaaaat????