My Girlfriend Committed Suicide

Meadow

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I try not to but you can't help it. Why did I not see, what could I have done different?

I can't escape those questions in my mind yet.

My condolences man. I'm truly sorry you're going through this. :(

I don't know if this helps to hear but what you're going through is only a normal reaction to having someone you love take their life. You're going to feel a wide range of emotions, but anger towards yourself and reviewing what you could have done will be the most prominent at first. This will eventually pass. You just need to keep reminding yourself that there wasn't more that you could do and to forgive yourself for this. What she was going through is something so much bigger than any of us can really imagine. Remind yourself of how your girl would have wanted you to continue on your life. I'm sure she wouldn't want to see you holding yourself accountable for this because you're not.

My thoughts and prayers to you and her family.
 

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Also, I highly suggest sticking around family and friends who are also mourning like you are right now. This is the most important time for you to be around people who understand what you're going through. A lot of healing can come from it, even if you're not necessarily sharing everything you're feeling. It will make it slightly bearable. This is the worst time to be alone tbh.
 

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i had an ex claim she was going to murk herself after we broke up


i knew she was faking so I told her to do it

but if she would have i woulda been like:merchant:

It would have been better if she told me, I never had the chance to talk her out of it.
 
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It real brehs. I'm only posting now because I would not have been able to handle people making a joke of it when it happened.

She was 28 years old and she killed herself due to depression from her business not being successful.

We buried her this past Sunday.
sorry to hear that man...
 

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Also, I highly suggest sticking around family and friends who are also mourning like you are right now. This is the most important time for you to be around people who understand what you're going through. A lot of healing can come from it, even if you're not necessarily sharing everything you're feeling. It will make it slightly bearable. This is the worst time to be alone tbh.

I told my brother and my friends. We went to the funeral 11 strong and that support really helped.
 

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I told my brother and my friends. We went to the funeral 11 strong and that support really helped.

Did you and her share any of the same friends? Are you cool enough with her people to reach out to them?
 
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