My Mom Passed Away

[Flex Luger]

Sending my condolences breh

 

[Pazzy]

My mom passed away on Monday after having a heart attack and I’m having a hard time dealing with it. One moment I’m talking to her, then I leave room so she could try to get some sleep since she was tired. A few minutes later I hear some weird gasping noise.

Once I realized she was out I called 911 and started attempting CPR but it didn’t work. Once EMS came they tried everything but couldn’t revive her. My dad was out on his way to a doctor’s appointment so I was home alone for those few helpless minutes.

Everyone is telling me that it’s not my fault but I just can’t help but feel like I failed her. Maybe I should’ve stayed in the room or called 911 first instead of checking on her.

She had a rare form of arthritis and her body was always in pain, it was so bad that she was basically home bound for the last decade. In that period, I pretty much became her unofficial caretaker and in the process she became my best friend.

In addition to that, I lost my grandmother right before the pandemic and my grandfather almost exactly a year ago, both on my father’s side.

I’m down bad guys, I couldn’t even write this post without starting to bawl so sorry for the grammar mistakes .

Sorry for your loss, man. It's not your fault, man. Don't ever blame yourself for things you have no control of. Just know that your mom is proud of you, man. Your mother is proud of you, man. she knew you did the best you could and she knows that you'll represent her and are representing her well.

 

[Wepa Man]

so sorry for your loss. yeah don't blame yourself

 

[dangerranger]

Condolences OP

 

[Negro Caesar]

Sorry for your loss. Not ur fault. We all got a time to go. Will pray for u my guy

 

[Da King]

Stay strong breh

 

[Family Lives Matter]

My mom's sick and everyday the shyt haunts me knowing that she's not gonna be here.

Love bro you done everything you could for her

it's cliche but only time can heal but when I talk to my Grandma she says the pain will always be with you but it grows into a deeper love for them and is less painful as time goes on.

 

[AAKing23]

Condolences my guy, can’t imagine

 

[Michael's Black Son]

 

[O.iatlhawksfan]

Prayers bro I honestly can say this is my biggest fear

 

[phonthought3000]

Prayers and condolences. Just know your mom and grandparents are now your angels always with you and looking over and protecting you. She mos def proud of you

 

[MajesticLion]

Peace and blessings.

 

[StretfordRed]

God rest her soul.

It is not your fault.

 

[How Sway?]

My condolences bro. This sounds terrifying

 

[trick]

My condolences. It wasn't your fault and you're a good son for taking care of her all these years and being by her side.