How did you curse him? Did you take something that belonged to him and put a spell on it? Did you cut a piece of his hair? Elaborate.
I focused on getting myself into a trance and entering a state called gnosis, which is basically like stepping over to the other side. After having done enough meditations and rituals, I can more or less enter this state at will. When you're in gnosis, your mind goes blank and you become in tune with the universe - if you've ever been in a deep meditative state, that's gnosis. The next closest thing is when you get 'in the zone' when playing a sport, playing an instrument, listening to music, dancing, or whatever, and everything just flows from you. Basically, it's a higher state of awareness.
After entering the higher state of awareness, I focused on this person's likeness and name, and willed bad shyt to happen upon him, nothing too specific, just bad shyt. All of the other things, hair, candles, incense, powders, et cetera, are usually tools one uses to enter the trance state and bind your energy onto another, but I've done enough meditation where I can often enter the trance state at will, though sometimes I will use ritual items. I also have a large tattoo of Crowley and and Lady Frieda Harris's tarot card for death on my right arm, and a reverse Tree of Life with a false white Jesus crucified upside down on it, tattooed on my left ribs. Part of the reason why I got these tattoos, aside from enjoying their aesthetics, was so I could draw upon their power at any time, for purposes creative or destructive.
Why don't you do us all a favor and put something on Kim kardashian?
I get that you're joking but I don't care enough about Kim Kardashian to curse her. I literally don't pay attention to her. If I wanted to - the thing about cursing celebrities, or the rich and the powerful, is that it tends to be much more difficult than cursing the average person for two reasons.
One - these people usually have fans, or well-off supporters. A curse is a lot of bad energy channeled at a specific person, but when you have thousands to millions of followers, or a well connected group of supporters, constantly sending you positive vibes and adoration, it would require a lot more bad energy and effort than usual to offset that other support.
Also, even though most 'Illuminati' theories are extremely stupid (Reptilians don't exist), I don't think it's silly to assume that more often than not, those in positions of wealth and power know a thing or two about the spiritual side, and have experience with this type of thing (refer to my previous posts). For anyone to get that high up in the world, a lot of one in a million things have to happen to you, and it's probable that they've come in contact with some type of supernatural force to guide them to their current position, whether they're aware of it or not (though if you listen to a lot of famous people talk about their special relationship with god and whatnot, I wouldn't be surprised if they were aware).
@Young Bruce Lean I wouldn't have expected to come across another magick practitioner on this site of all places.
Got a few questions while you're here.
Which goetia spirits do you have the best relationship/most success with?
Any experience with higher magick/astral projection/the tree of life?
Any book recommendations? Doesn't matter if it touches on the occult in general or relates to a specific area, just whatever you've found helpful.
1. Belial, and another very high up (and considered to be extremely 'bad') deity that I would prefer not to name. My relationship with them is ongoing. Like I said, they took an initial tribute of extreme suffering for an extended period of time, before helping me attain opportunities that seemed rather unlikely in the past, and now they benefit from my energy in a sort of feedback loop while helping me attain greater success (since I'm still relatively young and upcoming) and therefore gain more energy, more of a rush in the world.
2. I've done Astral Projection occasionally and gotten the 'waking sleep paralysis / electrical current running through your body' sensation. For me it tends to be a heightened state of meditation, and it makes my dreams more vivid when I go to sleep after (I've 'visited' people in my dreams after doing this), but I don't seem to be at a point where I can consciously 'visit' people Astral Projecting while I'm awake. It might require more practice and effort, and it's a cool idea, I'd like to focus my energy on other things rather than snooping on people and whatnot, but yeah. There is confirmed scientific documentation of an experiment at Stanford where a man named Ingo Swann astral projected and described previously undiscovered features on Jupiter, that were later confirmed by the 1979 Voyager probe. That shyt's wild.
Ingo Swann - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The Tree of Life is cool, I've studied it a bit and I have it tattooed (upside down) on my left ribs. The left pillar corresponds to severity and destruction (as well as the Left Hand Path, which to simplify things, is more or less 'amoral' magick), and the right pillar corresponds to mercy and creation (and the Right Hand Path, which is 'virtuous' magick). The Middle Pillar is balance, and each of the 10 spheres, as well as the links between them, represent virtues such as wisdom, understanding, kindness, and so on. It's basically a representation of the idea that divine knowledge flows downwards into humanity. I have it tattooed upside down for iconoclastic reasons, so I can represent the concept that humanity itself can be a source of divine knowledge, if one is advanced enough. From that notion, I draw power.
How was your life like during you sufferings? How did it change after? What did you gain?
I'd rather not post specifics, but just extreme depression and severe bad luck. The kind of soul-sucking shyt that goes beyond normal sadness, as if your soul has been drained from you, the feeling that you and everybody else on this planet is totally fukked and that nothing will ever change, that horrible things could happen to you or those you care about or literally anybody, at any moment.
I still think the world is fukked, but I feel better now and in a position to change things. One of the things I got was an acceptance to a college I've wanted to go to for years but didn't think I would get into (it's not Ivy League but rather prestigious), after dropping out of my first school and floating around without college for a couple years. And also more success in other areas of my life, physical, creative, social, sexual, et cetera, which I'd like to extend to professional life a bit further down the road.
How does one start to learn about such things?
Google, books, sometimes you meet people. Liber Null / Psychonaut is more or less the standard book people often recommend for those looking to get into Chaos Magick, which is probably the most popular form of modern occultism due to the fact that it's highly flexible, relatively compatible with a scientific worldview, and allows for the synthesis of any other discipline the practitioner wants to bring into it. If you don't care about piracy, there are pdfs of it widely available for free online, reading these kind of texts (especially the more abstract sections) can be kind of off-putting when you first get into it, so you might want to google some light articles and familiarize yourself with the terms and concepts before you really get into it, if that's what you want to do.
https://zalbarath666.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/peter-j-carroll-liber-null-psychonaut.pdf
I've also found a lot of great books on Santeria from amazon, incidentally. I'm reading
Powers of the Orishas, by
Migene Gonzalez-Wippler now, which is pretty good (she's this Ivy League educated woman from Puerto Rico who did science work for institutes like the American Museum of Natural History and worked for the United Nations, but also happens to have written a ton of books on Santeria, Kaballah, and ceremonial magick from her own research, which I think is nuts, and gives her a lot of credibility in my eyes).
But if you do your research, you can basically find books on whatever you're interested in. Liber Null's on there too if you want a hard copy. A lot of cities also often have dedicated bookstores (sometimes hidden, but you can try and look that stuff up online) or magick shops where they'll sell things like books, candles, incense, statues of deities, et cetera. shyt may be legit, shyt may be junk, but it doesn't hurt to check them out if you find them, might meet some cool people there as well.
Oh yeah, a lot of classic mystical texts like the Bhagavad-Gita (
Bhagavad Gita As It Is Original by Prabhupada) and Tao Te Ching (
Accurate Translation of the Tao Te Ching) are available in multiple English translations of varying interpretation and quality for free online, since they're in the public domain. You'd be surprised how much of this is available for free on the internet or at the library, you just have to be motivated to seek it out and sift through all the bullshyt out there.
scary af that random people could be putting spells on you.
is there a way to protect yourself from ish like this...if it exists...
There's a process called 'banishing,' you can look it up. When most people pray for protection and help from god, it's really just the layperson's form of banishing. Which can also work, sometimes simple measures do happen to be effective.
Okay that's all I'll write in this thread, I'm done typing up book chapters and shyt lol. Plus I usually prefer to keep this lowkey but I figured I'd drop some of this for the benefit of others if they were interested. Later everyone
He concludes that extraterrestrials are living on earth in humanoid bodies. Swann deduces that there are many extraterrestrials, that many are "bio-androids", and that they are aware their only foes on earth are psychics. Later, Swann and an individual known as "Mr. Axelrod" took a flight to an unknown Northerly destination, deduced by Swann as possibly Alaska. Along with two "twin" body guards, Swann and Axelrod attempt to secretly watch a recurrent UFO appear and suck up the water of a lake. Mr. Axelrod discloses that the silent, growing, oscillating triangle is simultaneously scanning the area and eliminating any animals in the area[45] and that the silent "beams" emanating from the object were "blasting deer or porcupines from the woods or something." The "twin" bodyguards come to attention they've been discovered and the group is 'attacked' by the UFO. Swann was thrown to safety by his colleagues and sustained a minor injury.
Idk about that, but his Astral Projection has been extensively scientifically documented
