No depressive shyt but the older I get the harder it is to fake a smile (UPDATE: I got a haircut)

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you a grown man not a little girl…fukk is there to be smiling about all the time

I feel you, OP. The older you get, and the more you learn about this hell we live in, it's increasingly harder to find joy in anything.

This

Don't fake smiling to make other people feel comfortable. Are other people going out of their way to make you feel comfortable?
 

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Lol so many depressed ass nikkas in here who are burying their feelings. It explains the disdain for anyone who is not a black male here
 

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honestly, i cringe when i see people interact with each other and it's that extremely superficial fake small talk and they fake laugh at each others Mr. Rogers level jokes.

I be like "that wasn't even remotely funny or clever, why are yall laughin ?:mindblown:"
No one wants to be seen as a bad guy hence the fake smiling and polite gestures
 

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So life could be worse and imo in life its either sink or swim so thatchoice is yours. Trust me I get it, life is tough...

I was born into violence, I lost both of my parents at a young age, going from foster home to foster home to pretty much being raised by gangs. I had to hurt people not cause I wanted to because I had to. I lived on the streets for years,, no reason why a child should have to go through that.To make matters worse in life I had 4 serious relationships and 3 out of the 4 died because of situations that no one could control....

It sucked going through that but I either had to make a decision to make the best out of my life or let the "devil" or whatever life had to throw at me take me down and I said F that.

Your life may be worse than mines at the time or not but there is someone out here thats suffering more than both of us. If you don't like your life than thats on you but you can change it one day at a time. It took me years to get to the position im at but I didnt want to die, I stared death on the face wayyyyyy too many times to join it. Ignore the negativity and just focus on you...no matter how long it takes...this world thrives off of people struggling..dont let it

Edit: whats up with you name brotha? Who told you that you're a "worthless loser" you're better than that man. I'm here if you want to talk fam..im dead serious...it pains me to see my people struggle. Hit me up on the dm if you want to talk
 
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It’s been like a month and a half, I was looking rough in the mirror :damn:




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No cap though, I was reading sum and a photographer would tell clients they were handsome or beautiful right before they would take the picture and It made a world of difference.

Sometimes the smallest change will change how you feel fr
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