Nah bro it's real man.
The reason why I stopped fapping a year ago was because I was fukking a girl for damn near an hour, about 50 minutes in I realized I wasn't gonna bust no matter much I tried

, this happened with 4 different hoes in a 4 month span, sometimes it was the female's fault, but other times I knew it was because of me.
I need my hand to bust a nut, and that was unacceptable. Even back in December I couldn't bust in p*ssy I would have to pull out and have the girl suck me off twice with two different females. But even that was an improvement on where I was December 2012.
But I don't know, I'll admit I have/had a legitimate porn/jacking off problem. I would beat my shyt until it goes numb. I'm honestly trying to never watch porn/jack off again.
EDIT: there's a name for it, it's called
Death Grip Syndrome