Marco Zen
Black Privilege
Smashing has had to go through a few adjustments. It's good that a decent satisfaction is achieved but I know it can be better. I understand that this is new territory for my mind and body and the transition may take some time. I'm not discouraged or impatient about it, the goal won't be reached over night. It's only day 8. I'm confident the fruits of my labor will pay off.
As far as my confidence/swagger, medically my testosterone levels are normal
so im always ready and ive always been a chicken hawk when it comes to gettin at random females (pretty cashier in a store/ new honey at the job ..."Ay wsup, can I text you sometime") type shyt but I noticed lately that I'm more disciplined and calculating about it. More reserved. The hunger has increased but the hunt is more methodical if that makes sense. Not as harsh of a critic on myself when I don't score a # either. More
than
Work outs are better too. Motivation, drive a touch higher. I go farther and push harder
All and all so far so good
As far as my confidence/swagger, medically my testosterone levels are normal
so im always ready and ive always been a chicken hawk when it comes to gettin at random females (pretty cashier in a store/ new honey at the job ..."Ay wsup, can I text you sometime") type shyt but I noticed lately that I'm more disciplined and calculating about it. More reserved. The hunger has increased but the hunt is more methodical if that makes sense. Not as harsh of a critic on myself when I don't score a # either. More
than
Work outs are better too. Motivation, drive a touch higher. I go farther and push harder
All and all so far so good













