Tryna be tough, I bushed my cut buddy for not coming by often enough
Six weeks later, dry spell like a mugg
Was crushing on a chick that banished me to the friend zone years ago, but we went on a few dates so I thought I was escaping the zone.
Until she mentioned casually that she had seen one of exes in between the previous date, and the current one... so then I realized I was doing all the nice shyt like buying food, and dude prolly came thru at 3am and smashed and didn't even bring a 2 liter over.
So I guess that's dead. Can't blame her cause she never portrayed us as anything but homies. I was the one getting ahead of myself.
So now... I guess I could scrounge up the easiest chick I can find, but I don't want that. I don't want to settle anymore.
But I am disgusted with myself for jerking off now. The dry spell L is bad enough. Jerking off during it seems worse somehow.
Which is ironic cause even when I was getting laid 1x 2x per week I would still jerk off in between times. Just as a supplement.
In conclusion
I just might try this no fap shyt for June