I live in one of the most dangerous countries IN THE WORLD breh. It's legit fukkery on a daily basis here. Head on swivel is a permanent way of life, even in your own home. I legit do not know anybody that hasn't been a victim of a violent crime at least once. Think about that.
NOBODY. It's not a matter of if you're gonna get touched, but when.
To be honest it's taken a toll on my mental health and I'm shook basically all the time at night. I've been living with nightmares of being murdered in my bedroom since I was a kid and I've been on the wrong side of a gun many times. Getting mugged is almost a rite of passage.
I don't know how anybody can function normally in South Africa. I've wrestled with the idea of gettting a gun and possibly killing a person but I think I'm gonna look into getting one after all the Rona fukkery is over. Just the thought of something happening to my girl while I'm powerless to stop it makes me break out in a cold sweat.


Tired of being scared in my own home. Fukk those criminal b*stards. They're gonna catch some hot lead in the face next time they test me.