Once you've killed someone......

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I was 14 and in a gang. We got into an altercation with a rival gang after a school dance at a McDonald's parking lot. I was getting the best of this one cat when I got hit in the head with what I later found out was a golf club. I grabbed it without realizing what it was so I wouldn't get hit again and started swinging. That cleared my area so I could get away, but I noticed my boy getting jumped by two cats so ran over to him to get him up. While pulling him to his feet, I saw one of the cats we were fighting pull out a knife and start slashing. I threw the club at him and he came at me. I kicked him in the nuts and grabbed his wrist to get the knife. I got the knife out of his hand, but dude had me wrapped-up so I couldn't get him, so I fell back to get him off-balance. We rolled around on the asphalt for what seemed like an hour until the cops showed up and broke us up. When they did, they pulled me off him but I had stuck him a good three times. One of them got him in the heart.

The reasons I didn't get any time were because the witnesses on the scene gave statements that we were attacked and trying to get away, I was a juvenile fighting a dude who was 28, and I had no priors. I got 3 years' probation and spent about 2 weeks in juvenile detention.​


IMO you didn't kill him. By technicalities yes. But will of person, no.

In my mind for you to be a killer there needs to be intent, [by your will]. You need to be the aggressor by reasons of completely dominating him.

But that didn't happen. He sought his death, and in a way deserved it. The whole way this unfolded it's like Baron Samedi was there from the beginning laying claim to his life.





 

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lets be real 99% of people on this site would feel like crap if they ran over a dog or a cat and think about it long and hard let alone killing a human and looking over their shoulder for the rest of the life. Everytime you hear sirens or saw a cop car you'd be like oh crap heart beating fast.


nice :duck: though,
 

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lets be real 99% of people on this site would feel like crap if they ran over a dog or a cat and think about it long and hard let alone killing a human and looking over their shoulder for the rest of the life. Everytime you hear sirens or saw a cop car you'd be like oh crap heart beating fast.


nice :duck: though,
 

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lets be real 99% of people on this site would feel like crap if they ran over a dog or a cat and think about it long and hard let alone killing a human and looking over their shoulder for the rest of the life. Everytime you hear sirens or saw a cop car you'd be like oh crap heart beating fast.


nice :duck: though,


I disagree. You're projecting your own thoughts and the way society raises us to think on 99 percent of people. Many people truly have demons and/or don't value life. Obviously you'd never know it walking around but think about how many people have thoughts they haven't acted on.

Obviously some people in this thread are trolling but there are others that are telling the truth and/or telling jokes that they really mean.
 

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I disagree. You're projecting your own thoughts and the way society raises us to think on 99 percent of people. Many people truly have demons and/or don't value life. Obviously you'd never know it walking around but think about how many people have thoughts they haven't acted on.

Obviously some people in this thread are trolling but there are others that are telling the truth and/or telling jokes that they really mean.

thats why i said 99% not 100%

i used to work in a courthouse and saw real life killers all the time
 

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seen some dude snap and went HAM on some dudes. like punched dudes till there eyes popped out and shyt. stomping on there heads, crushing them like they were watermelons yo. crazy shyt. but i guess when organzied crime syndicates be threatening you livlihood and family members, your ass better leave a good reason why they shouldn't fukk with you.
 

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Knowing a few people who were important in my life and ended up killing people. This is definitely not true. I know someone who stabbed someone to death as a teenager, went to trial and was found not guilty because it was self-defense. It basically is a black cloud 24/7 and something they just wish never fukkin' happened. It's hard for a normal person to know everything they experience and do everyday, someone can't feel that because of them. Then you get to thinking about their family and shyt. It's mental torment.
 
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Killing is not that easy at it seems..some people are scared to pull the trigger..not really scared to blast it from a distance..but scared to put the pistol to someone's face and let it pop..I've been robbed so many times where they put the gun to my face and I would always give a giggle..because from me doing demonic shyt all my life..I can tell when a man is scared to pull the trigger..they would get mad and confused to why I would laugh at them..I would tell them, because you're not a killer..you don't really wanna pull that trigger do you? They would be stuck and shake their head looking lost..sometimes I would give them what's in my pockets because I respected the gall they had to even think they could put the gun to my face..other times I would walk away and just leave them hanging with their mouth open..

See when I was young I used to blast into crowds of people..I never really got to hit my target..just injured a bunch of people..sent innocent bystanders into ICU..when I got older,..that's when I learned you have to be up, close, and personal..OG's in the hood used to send me on missions to get revenge on their enemies..I stopped doing that when I realized that, they were using me cuz they didn't want to get caught..even tho I was getting racks from these missions I would go on,,I quit..not gonna tell you what I did after I quit..but yeah..but the thing that makes a killer is not how many people he killed..it's if he has the heart to squeeze the trigger between your eyes and not feel any emotions or guilt trips about your death..the only thing that keeps me from going to hell from my sins is my gun..cuz I know when it's judgement day,,and the grim reaper comes knocking..I'm gonna shoot it out with death,,and believe you me..death will die

Ignoring the fact that this whole post is :duck:, this might be one of the corniest lines I've ever read :heh:
 
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