Damn this was about my first baby mom's...
I am a sucker for love, I love hard but I've also portrayed that love wrong at times, abd at other times, loved the wrong woman...
Just a minor update, my oldest kids' mom is recently engaged to a brother 16 years older than her. He and I don't have a good relationship but have only seen each other three times, in the three years they've been together...
She and I, let's say there's been an improvement in coparenting. It isn't optimal and there's still more tension than there should be, mostly from her end. I get my two oldest girls the first three weekends of the month, I'm able to pick them up from school here and there, I get extra days with then here and there. It's improved...
In hindsight, I wish I'd have treated her better, I didn't treat her well. I treated my youngest girl's mom substantially better than I treated my first BM. I had some heartache after this one too but I don't think I truly ever loved her...