I don't know if it's ether or not. BUT I had my first like freak at like 20. And i would pick her up and smash and go to sleep, and she would do nice shyt like buy me food and White T's and shyt lol. So my homie who didn't have a place to stay was staying with me and my family. Turns out when I'd finish smashing, he would smash too. Cool. So eventually everybody on the block recognized what it was, and I got the call put in to set her out. I was pretty green around that time(yeah early 20's still green IDK IDK) but I didn't even like really have a conversation with her about it. Because she use to come over and hang she pretty much knew all my peoples and was an associate anyway. So I tell her I have a room at the motel up the street and what not it's gonna just be her and my other homie who was smashing at the time. She was like BET. So, I put the word out and when she got there, I'm nowhere to be found, it's like 15 nikkas there, some she cool with others she never even seen before, straight vicious shyt. I'm at the house, talking to a chick I really did like a the time. She call's me crying cussing me the fukk out calling me all types of bytches and hoes, saying I ain't shyt, I set her up etc. etc.. So it turns out she not having that shyt. nikkas calling me like come here, talk to her, she not putting out, etc..I'm telling them nikkas why the fukk you bring some ole anonymous cats around and people she never met. etc...just a lot of excess shyt. And to this day that bytch HATES ME. Like with the fury of 100 suns. Telling anybody who know me I got the baby dikk and shyt like that lol. It was crazy. But I haven't PHYSICALLY seen her in like a decade +, and I wish I could cause even now I'm thinking that was some scumbag shyt. And I could understand how you would feel if someone who you was cool with, basically served your ass up on a platter. luckily my homies ain't to crazy and didn't do any retarded shyt. But I still hate I did that.
Breh you had her set up to be ganged raped. Should could have been on a milk carton. Whats wrong with some of you coli nikkas?

 and let her do her. but back then i was trying to drag the horse to the water and force her to drink it. she kept arguing and at some point i just let her finish, looked at her with disdain and said "You will always be broke." I don't know if it's the tone in which i said it or the fact she felt the sincerity in which i said it but right at that point she just gulped, had a nervous smile for a second, signaled with her hand that she was done eating and called me an a$$hole. but as she was saying it, her voice cracked a little and the tears started to drop. she was trying to fight the tears too.
 when i saw her reaction. i think it's the fact that she really looked up to me that made her feel that way. like i said, it's a mild one but i was feeling some type of way about it for a little bit.
 and just said "No." very deadpan. everyone looked at me and i was 
, some of the people (both men and women) were 
, she turned red as fukk and the whole mood was awkward. eventually someone must have just said or did something to change the subject. Chick has been flirting heavy at work ever since.


 (really closer to 10, but i didnt feel like going through them)


		
 always come out her way to come see me and what not. At the time I was more on my paper grind then worrying about birds but I figured it would be a quick knock down.
 I knew I was lucky to find a little freak like that so I did everything I could to that chick. We had fun til she started coming around with that 'I think I love you' shyt 

 as to why like I don't already know the reason. One day, in the wee hours of the morning I get a phone call from a unfamiliar number
and I decide to answer, it's her and the conversation goes as such

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. Had a few text from the chick when I woke up that I ain't even respond to and came to find out later that she was hoeing on backpage 
	
 We've talked about kickin it plenty of times and talked about her coming through out to my city. I replied "ok" then she gon text me "you don't want to come out here?"