Black Sinatra
Raised Glass to the Squandered Potentials..
nikkas hating on ciggerettes now..
Wtf! Stop that hate brehs
Evvvery now and then I kick it with the homie, and he got a black n mild....I be like

Nah, fukk that...


...nikkas hating on ciggerettes now..
Wtf! Stop that hate brehs



...thats a placebo. nothin changed![]()
nikkas in here still having to suck on the electric joints after "stopping" ,what type of Tyrone Biggums shyt them cigs have y'all going through



Quit smoking 2 months ago. Yeah I rock with the vapes (started with the eonsmoke, moved on to the blu e-cig joints)
The time I spent working out/running/biking isnt going to completely to waste, I feel 100x healthier, and saved enough money from buying packs I booked myself 2 vacations this summer (Miami, LA) and now trying to plan a 3rd.

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but for me I just got tired of "failing"..What I mean by that is being afraid of greatness. Cornel West said it best. Don't find a career, find a calling. I'm still searching for my calling in life but there is nothing impeding it. It's all up to me now. I control everything.
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in that lifestyle. Me? Not at all. I had to stop to focus and the past 4 1/2 years have been the most rewarding.
at the world, but I'm
, I'm
and sobriety was just the first step in my quest for personal greatness.I've talked openly about my sobriety, closing in on 5 years this fall. Been 5 years since collegebut for me I just got tired of "failing"..What I mean by that is being afraid of greatness. Cornel West said it best. Don't find a career, find a calling. I'm still searching for my calling in life but there is nothing impeding it. It's all up to me now. I control everything.
I am never too hungover to complete an assignment at work or go for a run or workout. That's a very liberating feeling...
I got tired of failing. Tired of the slinky effect with workout gains, personal relationships etc. Alcohol ruined a lot of relationships for me, but also lent a hand to a lot of false friendships. Marijuana the same way. As soon as you quit all your friends will vanish. Same with drinking. I still go out and dance and have a good time, concerts, but a lot of my interests changed from my old friends. I only entertain those who want the world, meaning most of my friends are either doctors in med school, lawyers, future business owners etc. For me it took a complete rebooting of my hard-drive to get serious about this "life" thing. Some are completely capable ofin that lifestyle. Me? Not at all. I had to stop to focus and the past 4 1/2 years have been the most rewarding.
Hard work? Yes. Sometimes I just want toat the world, but I'm
, I'm
and sobriety was just the first step in my quest for personal greatness.
