Knuckles Red
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The internet has made me look at myself in third person. I've become self aware in a way that I never anticipated or wanted to. Tumblr, specifically, has ruined my sensibilities when it comes to women, and myself. With females I have this idea of what I want based off of all the perfect faces/bodies that I see on tumblr. With myself, I feel a sense of inadequacy based off of what I read females saying they want in a guy. Its like theres this big, mysterious essence of what a man should be, and I sometimes feel as though I'm not that. Also, as far as race goes, I now feel as though I'm completely alone in this white world. I always knew where I stood with white people, but I never thought about asians/hispanics/indians and their supposed hatred for black people. Overall, the internet is a superficial, hateful, vacuum of sadness. I can't seem to get enough though. 


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