I guess its because we live together we all we got besides our families type shyt, split things financially .. Kinda more like roommates. Her birthday just happened and I just said happy bday. No card . No gift. No trips.nothing romantic. She worked that night and that was that. Some times Im in the mold to fukk her but most times I just care about her regardless of lack
Of sex and the bytching but attraction to her has dwindled. Im beating my meat to porn everyday to stop myself from acting on relaxing with other women in a telly somewhere. Or out of state thots.