I have a son no one in life knows about.   Nobody ever will because a deal was made. 
I used to sell these 3,  18 year old girls on backpage... I still dated one while she was doing it,  n secretly was in love w her.  And I was at the same time, in the military, very religious, very involved in community - everyone respected me.. but didn't know about that grimy shyt. 
If I was in control of our laws, death penalty would increase 800%.  all rapist and child molesters would die instantly.  ... which leads me to... I don't have feelings when it comes to death.  People close to me die, i don't feel anything.    I nice, but I'm really good at moving on.
