I'm getting goosebumps right now cuz I'm thinking about how my homey lives on via Forza 5 and the power of the cloud.
Shortribs, keep ya head up bruh. Its too early for this advice, but in the coming weeks what I'm about to say is gonna help you in times when you may not be at your strongest.
When my grandmother passed, she was the most important person in my life at the time.
And it took me close to a month before I could even call myself halfway normal
I didn't just stop grieving out the blue tho. It was more of, I would think of lil things. She was the only memeber in my family who would call consistently. Like every night just to say goodnight to us. I would dwell on every lil thing. Then I realized that was exactly what I was doing.. Dwelling to much.
Easier said than done. But then I asked myself this question. With my grandmother shining down on me from wherever she is. Would she want me to be sad? Ask yourself, would you want your mom or whoever to be sad if you died. Things like that. I know for a fact my grandmother would want me to live my life, make her proud. I realized that she wouldn't even be happy if I wasn't happy. So I stopped feeling sorry for myself and lived life FOR HER in a way.
But like I was saying, this info can but doesn't have to apply to you TODAY. It could, but that is between you and your brother. I can assure you that your brother had no idea thecoli.com would react this way over his passing tho. So I'm sure he's smiling right now because of this. shyt, I'm smiling cuz of it.
You done good coli fam
And yes Shortribs, your brotha and fam are in most of our prayers...
The thought of him having passed away has been at the back of my head all day. I keep thinking I'm going to come back here and see the banner removed and it being a cruel joke but no..
thats my coli
