It's like this.
There's being alone, feeling alone and experiencing both at the same time. There's times when I feel alone because I might be feeling or thinking a certain way where others may not share so I feel isolated even when I'm in the same space as them. I think the worst is being and feeling alone around a bunch of people who I'm supposed to share a common ground with. It just takes me to a place that I'm way too familiar with and experienced throughout my life and what makes me mad is that instead of anyone trying to understand me, folks are quick to say that I'm doing something wrong or I'm whatever when it could be those people being on some bullshyt. Then there's people who know whats going on and think that they can take advantage of that where you'll be willing to accept their company follow by their bullshyt. They basically go like "either be alone or take my company because you only have me and let me abuse you or dump my problems onto you on top of that since im doing you a favor"
It's a lose lose situation but yeah, I feel that being alone and feel that shyt is tough. If your mind ain't right or your emotions aren't in a good place, that shyt is horrible.
There's times where I do a self imposed isolation because I feel that no one understands what I'm feeling and ill be tired as all hell from feeling that way so I'll sleep the day away or go on a road trip myself or do some shyt alone trying to hold it altogether to stop myself from falling apart.
There's being alone, feeling alone and experiencing both at the same time. There's times when I feel alone because I might be feeling or thinking a certain way where others may not share so I feel isolated even when I'm in the same space as them. I think the worst is being and feeling alone around a bunch of people who I'm supposed to share a common ground with. It just takes me to a place that I'm way too familiar with and experienced throughout my life and what makes me mad is that instead of anyone trying to understand me, folks are quick to say that I'm doing something wrong or I'm whatever when it could be those people being on some bullshyt. Then there's people who know whats going on and think that they can take advantage of that where you'll be willing to accept their company follow by their bullshyt. They basically go like "either be alone or take my company because you only have me and let me abuse you or dump my problems onto you on top of that since im doing you a favor"
It's a lose lose situation but yeah, I feel that being alone and feel that shyt is tough. If your mind ain't right or your emotions aren't in a good place, that shyt is horrible.
There's times where I do a self imposed isolation because I feel that no one understands what I'm feeling and ill be tired as all hell from feeling that way so I'll sleep the day away or go on a road trip myself or do some shyt alone trying to hold it altogether to stop myself from falling apart.
