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jahahahahaa mental illness*
Oh no. U aint gotta worry about that with me. I'm on my own path. Without running the risk of sounding too crazy, I seek the eternal Godhead ex nihilo to partake in divine unity. It's been...an experience but I'm fighting what I call the atmosphere of dismay.
Connections have become very clear these past few years. Moments where I literally can't breathe from the fullness of the divine...it's hard to put into words. There will be moments that arent just moments when I'll look at the universe and see it all. Fear of not breathing is what's really holding me back. I don't know how to describe it...I just don't know...
sleep paralysis.... the whispering in your ears was literally the sound of your own breathing but it sounded weird in your lucid stateSpent the night at her house soon as i step in I started feeling tired and anxious. I also felt grief, but I didnt know what i was grieving about. I felt the same emotion u feel when someone close to u dies but no one was dead, it was weird af.
I spend the night there me and my cousin are asleep in the room and I feel something like crawling up my leg and back. Started hearing inaudible whispering in my ears. My cousin was asleep the whole time but he said he had a fukked up dream.
For the next few years I had attacks at night on and off every couple of months and it would be the same shyt as soon as I lay down to sleep, it could be anytime of the day
-feeling like something was slithering/creeping up on me sometimes playing with my genitals
-nails scratching on the wall
-cabinets in the kitchen opening and closing back and forth
-inaudible whispering in my ears in a weird language
-sounding like someone was walking in my room with boots stomping on the floor
Mind u was I COMPLETELY awake and conscious, just was laid down
Yeah it got bad. It finally came to a halt when I was in the Army in North Carolina & my mother had a friend who was a Pastor there come bless my barracks room off with some of his congregation. Said I had a lot of spirits attached to me and gave me the rundown on demons and their rankings and how there brought into ur life. That night when I went to sleep and was being attacked I could hear the prayers of him and the congregation OUTloud in my room and the next thing I felt a sense of peace/releif and knocked the fukk out. Since then I havent had any issues this was when I was 20 im 24 now
As for my aunt and my cousin hes locked up my aunt predicted it but I remember him gettin shot more times than Lil Jay and avoiding jail time but he finally got caught up. Im pretty sure he was demon possessed in a way which is why he kept gettin away with shyt on the streets
I put this on my life this happened cuz alot of dudes thought it wastill they started getting attacks in the barracks cuz apparently a guy committed suicide in those barracks and there was also a rape/murder there.A full blown athiest came to my room like
asking me for help. Cant lie it was satisfying watching non beleivers eat their words
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sleep paralysis.... the whispering in your ears was literally the sound of your own breathing but it sounded weird in your lucid state
make a thread on it breh.
BRUUUUHHHH!!! But I believe you. That's why I stay far far away from people on that witchcraft, devil worship shyt and I don't eat food from people I don't completely trust.
Being Nigerian I have a lot of extended family on that bullshyt too, and I stay far far away from them. They can do shyt to you just talking to you over the phone. You could get off the phone feeling very angry or depressed. Stubbing your toe on something or the corner of the wall, that right there is witchcraft most of the time.
Some crazy motherfukkers out here.
Also when you feel random pain on your body for no reason, that's that wiftcraft shyt. I remember going to one of my friend's house, and I start feeling a pain in my leg immediately.
shyt made no sense. Or I hang out with that same friend, the next day my arm hurts like a bytch for no reason.
He is too far gone. He already succumbed to the dark prince. He does not believe in salvation. Let him be. Plus I would stay away from the free masons or any powerful luciferians. Unless you are willing to do the Devils work. They are compelling and you will get sucked right into their bullshyt. Especially if you have no experience with them.
but hey you have free will. If you choose to fall to the dark side out of curiosity you wouldn't be the first.
Shyt is real brehs...
Out here is L.A. some latinos are into a twisted form of catholicism which is actually more like satanism. They worship Santa Muerte and Mal Verde. But the Santa Muerte one is much worse. Essentially it is the grim reaper but it is supposed to protect you from harm and give you revenge on your enemies. There is a candle to light that has a prayer about money and revenge. Santa Muerte takes sacrifices like money, weed, cigarettes and alcohol but in the darkest forms it gets into human sacrifices. They do this heavy in the narco world and parts of L.A. have adopted this too, it started in a tough barrio of mexico city called Tepa.
make a thread on it breh.
He is too far gone. He already succumbed to the dark prince. He does not believe in salvation. Let him be. Plus I would stay away from the free masons or any powerful luciferians. Unless you are willing to do the Devils work. They are compelling and you will get sucked right into their bullshyt. Especially if you have no experience with them.
but hey you have free will. If you choose to fall to the dark side out of curiosity you wouldn't be the first.
So what path are you on? Where do u seek salvation?