Depressed. Not as depressed as last year but it's creeping back up on me again. Just started new medication and I sometimes feel that I will never move out because I've been sick since I was 23/4 years old. Starting new medicine to me just feels like a vicious cycle that I'm not sure it will ever end. I want a career, be a billionaire, be a wife and mother but can't.
Simple Question : Are You Happy ?
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I'm 30 years old and still don't know what happiness is, or what it feels like. I've had any kind of material thing you can think of damn near. Houses. Cars. Have had all kinda women. Also been married. Got kids.
I'm content and aint on no suicidal type shyt, but I know I'm not happy. shyt, I really don't even know what would make me happy.
I'm content and aint on no suicidal type shyt, but I know I'm not happy. shyt, I really don't even know what would make me happy.
666 ReVeNGe 666
TROLL IS LIFE
Haven't been since 2011 
wat happen in 2011?Haven't been since 2011
ill_will82
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No and I'm depressed to a degree.
30 years old. At this point the short answer would be "yes"
I'm far enough in my career to still be on the come up but with enough experience to be able to throw my weight around a bit. I used to think I'd be happy when I "made it" then I realized two things. 1) I'm probably not going to "make it" in the traditional sense
2) Thats ok because I found the right job. I'm good at it, It pays well , and doesn't feel like work. So why wait to "make it" to feel happy when I can just start doing that right now?
Of course these things are never that simple or cut and dry, but I start off everyday with an optimistic and positive outlook and I don't have to force it.
I'm far enough in my career to still be on the come up but with enough experience to be able to throw my weight around a bit. I used to think I'd be happy when I "made it" then I realized two things. 1) I'm probably not going to "make it" in the traditional sense
2) Thats ok because I found the right job. I'm good at it, It pays well , and doesn't feel like work. So why wait to "make it" to feel happy when I can just start doing that right now?Of course these things are never that simple or cut and dry, but I start off everyday with an optimistic and positive outlook and I don't have to force it.
Dontay Flaco
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Nah. I haven't been truly happy in years. 
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InfamousThoro
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Depression sucks big time. Been there. My focus went to eating healthy, having a regular sleep pattern and exercising enough. This didn't cure it but helped to not make it worse. Note this is personal experience only. I'm not a doctor.
Hang in there
666 ReVeNGe 666
TROLL IS LIFE
Was young, fresh out of college and thought the world was up for grabs
I was in my best shape physically and I was smashing this bad bish who had that A1
I was making 50k less than what I make per year now too
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I'm not happy at the moment but I'm not depressed, I'm hardly ever depressed more than a few days, usually off of a scenario or incident.
However 2017 is shaping up to be a trying year with family drama, Grandparents with Ill health, job issues, and motherfukkers that owe me money smiling in my face thinking shyt's sweet with dude's practically chomping at the bit for me to give the go ahead and go "collect" from 'em.
I'm also getting older and while I've made an effort to stop pawging, lose a significant amount of weight, minimise my alcohol/junk food intake and seek a serious girlfriend with possibilities of looking for a mate to start a family with.....I'm still very annoyed that I can satiate my wonderlust for travel, fukking, music and adventure like I did in my youth, simply because I'm tied by familial obligations and other shyt from other people and it makes me feel like I'm living for others as opposed to myself.
But I'm fine, really. I want for nothing that I need and one day I'll either die in my sleep or find a way off this rock and be the deviant I allude to being on here once again.
But I got weed, the coli, music/videogames and my imaginative brain to keep me in good spirits, so tl:Dr. I'm semi fine st the moment, thanks for asking.
However 2017 is shaping up to be a trying year with family drama, Grandparents with Ill health, job issues, and motherfukkers that owe me money smiling in my face thinking shyt's sweet with dude's practically chomping at the bit for me to give the go ahead and go "collect" from 'em.
I'm also getting older and while I've made an effort to stop pawging, lose a significant amount of weight, minimise my alcohol/junk food intake and seek a serious girlfriend with possibilities of looking for a mate to start a family with.....I'm still very annoyed that I can satiate my wonderlust for travel, fukking, music and adventure like I did in my youth, simply because I'm tied by familial obligations and other shyt from other people and it makes me feel like I'm living for others as opposed to myself.
But I'm fine, really. I want for nothing that I need and one day I'll either die in my sleep or find a way off this rock and be the deviant I allude to being on here once again.
But I got weed, the coli, music/videogames and my imaginative brain to keep me in good spirits, so tl:Dr. I'm semi fine st the moment, thanks for asking.
BrokePhiBroke
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I'm not happy because everything seems structured. I'm just not that kinda person. I don't like to listen and I like to do my own thing. That doesn't pay the bills. I hate that jobs wants you to work fifty something weeks out of the year and you "may" get a weeks vacation.
I don't like societies set up. That is all. Not all but yeah that's what bothers me the most.
I don't like societies set up. That is all. Not all but yeah that's what bothers me the most.
InfamousThoro
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30 years old. At this point the short answer would be "yes"
I'm far enough in my career to still be on the come up but with enough experience to be able to throw my weight around a bit. I used to think I'd be happy when I "made it" then I realized two things. 1) I'm probably not going to "make it" in the traditional sense
Of course these things are never that simple or cut and dry, but I start off everyday with an optimistic and positive outlook and I don't have to force it.
"making it" is also completely subjective. The traditional way of "making it" completely overrated in my opinion. Sounds like you're very content
