Scott Larock
Its hard leaving thecoli but I gotta find a way...
I got a little job, thanks but I'm good breh. I'd be more appreciative of getting a better job.
my bad, i hadn't read the whole thread. didn't know you had sicklecell. my advice still applies though.the reason i said to lift weights isn't to get swole or good looking. my intent was more for the health benefits as well as just getting to the habit of being disciplined and taking care of your body and health. and just taking pride into that. even if you don't lift, finding some sort of physical activity and remaining physically active is a good idea. spending that energy once in a while will help with those feelings of depression.Just gonna quit this job and go back on the grind, back to security temporarily and see what else comes up. i don't really know, anything will take time. Need to get away from these people around me and get folks that can help but people with something don't fukk with people with nothing, I got people that embarrass themselves cuz they do shyt they don't qualify for.
also sickle cell is a oxygen and blood disorder you're not gonna be swole with that. I'm 6 feet 190 but I'm 24 percent body fat.
Yeah I got to lose the bf.
I will stop drinking.
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Breh, most people dont get rich until they are well in their 50's, 60's and 70's. Focus on keeping you debt to income ratio as low as possible, try and improve your credit score as much as possible by getting a secured credit card, and fixing whats on your report by either making settlement offers, or a agreed upon pay plan. Get it in writing, then just keep pushin. Your just at the halfway point breh, can still wind up in your 60's/70's caked up.Would you kill yourself?
I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..
Would you kill yourself?
I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.
So Seriously would you just kill yourself?
I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.
So why bother
I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
Hit the gym start reading booksWould you kill yourself?
I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..
Would you kill yourself?
I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.
So Seriously would you just kill yourself?
I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.
So why bother
I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.


Would you kill yourself?
I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..
Would you kill yourself?
I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.
So Seriously would you just kill yourself?
I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.
So why bother
I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
My brother have a speech impediment and he's over 350 pounds. He makes over 250K because he owns his own truck and trailer. Don't let anything limit you if you want to make a decent living.