*L*E*G*A*C*Y*
Done.
Haven't drank a beer or a glass of wine, haven't done any drugs, haven't taken a hit of a joint or smoked weed and I've never felt better.
I realized that I was a slave to that feeling of being high. I realized what type of person I was when I was high or drunk...just operating on asic instincts...feeling like a zombie...highly irrational, overtly emotional to the point of being damn near bipolar, focusing on that next high instead of focusing on the the shyt that actually mattered in my life.
I felt like I was running away from my life, my responsibilities, my future, my past, my present.
Now I'm here...fully awake and aware of who I am and where I've been.
I said f*ck it and I'm just going straight edge. I don't need this shyt anymore. I'm finally enjoying this feeling and living with the choices I made and learning why I made those bad decisions. I've gained a new insight on my life and a new sense of purpose.
Don't get me wrong, I ain't knockin that shyt if you like it...but I was smoking weed damn near everyday for the past 13 years, I was doing molly atleast twice every week when I was living in New York...I went hard with the drugs, and now I'm just saying I'm behind that shyt now and it's in my rear view.
#TEAMABSTINENCE
I realized that I was a slave to that feeling of being high. I realized what type of person I was when I was high or drunk...just operating on asic instincts...feeling like a zombie...highly irrational, overtly emotional to the point of being damn near bipolar, focusing on that next high instead of focusing on the the shyt that actually mattered in my life.
I felt like I was running away from my life, my responsibilities, my future, my past, my present.
Now I'm here...fully awake and aware of who I am and where I've been.
I said f*ck it and I'm just going straight edge. I don't need this shyt anymore. I'm finally enjoying this feeling and living with the choices I made and learning why I made those bad decisions. I've gained a new insight on my life and a new sense of purpose.
Don't get me wrong, I ain't knockin that shyt if you like it...but I was smoking weed damn near everyday for the past 13 years, I was doing molly atleast twice every week when I was living in New York...I went hard with the drugs, and now I'm just saying I'm behind that shyt now and it's in my rear view.
#TEAMABSTINENCE






that city alone will age a nikka