So, I've been completely sober for a month...

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Haven't drank a beer or a glass of wine, haven't done any drugs, haven't taken a hit of a joint or smoked weed and I've never felt better.

I realized that I was a slave to that feeling of being high. I realized what type of person I was when I was high or drunk...just operating on asic instincts...feeling like a zombie...highly irrational, overtly emotional to the point of being damn near bipolar, focusing on that next high instead of focusing on the the shyt that actually mattered in my life.

I felt like I was running away from my life, my responsibilities, my future, my past, my present.

Now I'm here...fully awake and aware of who I am and where I've been.

I said f*ck it and I'm just going straight edge. I don't need this shyt anymore. I'm finally enjoying this feeling and living with the choices I made and learning why I made those bad decisions. I've gained a new insight on my life and a new sense of purpose.

Don't get me wrong, I ain't knockin that shyt if you like it...but I was smoking weed damn near everyday for the past 13 years, I was doing molly atleast twice every week when I was living in New York...I went hard with the drugs, and now I'm just saying I'm behind that shyt now and it's in my rear view.

#TEAMABSTINENCE
 
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BTW...I'm listening to Outkast's "ATLiens" and I remember this was the album where 3000 said he stopped smoking weed when working on it...so I'm in that metaphysical observance of the world, universe, people and humanity type ish right now.

And yes...I might sound like I'm high typing that out...but I'm f*cking sober. I don't need drugs...I AM DRUGS. I'm high on life. My soul. My memories. My aura as a individual walking this planet.

Being here with my family has helped me to regain a new sense of strength and well-being...I'm grateful to be alive right now.

I was depressed and drugs, alcohol...that was such a temporary escape. I've just been skateboarding and focusing on work, money, business, etc.
 

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BTW...I'm listening to Outkast's "ATLiens" and I remember this was the album where 3000 said he stopped smoking weed when working on it...so I'm in that metaphysical observance of the world, universe, people and humanity type ish right now.

And yes...I might sound like I'm high typing that out...but I'm f*cking sober. I don't need drugs...I AM DRUGS. I'm high on life. My soul. My memories. My aura as a individual walking this planet.

Being here with my family has helped me to regain a new sense of strength and well-being...I'm grateful to be alive right now.

I was depressed and drugs, alcohol...that was such a temporary escape. I've just been skateboarding and focusing on work, money, business, etc.
Cool story bro
 

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baby, that was the old me
Nobody needs it. U don't need it.

I've never smoked or drank despite being in so many situations where I was pressured to.

Dudes giving u free shyt and I'm still like "nah I'm good"


Live straight
 
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You're Still Depressed :manny:
No.

I'm actually in a good mood. LOL

How can you assess my mood from a post on the internet when this is the only time you interact with me?

Internet psychologists crack me the EFF UP!!!!!!!!!!

Like you know what I'm doing with myself from the other side of a computer screen when I don't even know what you look like and you don't know what I look like.

That's why it's stupid to make judgments like this.

When I never judge anyone else on this board.

But you my nikka so I'll let you slide.
 

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I was smoking weed damn near everyday for the past 13 years, I was doing molly atleast twice every week when I was living in New York, I went hard with the drugs

I hope you fell back before dat fast life began to show bruh .. sometimes dat shyt got a way of making nikkas look ten years older than what they are.
Especially New York :snoop: that city alone will age a nikka
:salute: to you though bruh and keep dat shyt up

I guarantee that post is motivation for SOMEBODY outchea reading it, if not a FEW somebodies. I know damn well it got me reconsidering my extracurriculars... I was already going to pause on all the weed n the late nights, but I been putting it off... bout to be back on it though. Ain nun like when u detox your body like dat...the mind n soul always seems to follow #cleansed
 
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