Your in your lower self,NB the only person who actually gets on live and builds with regular people and faces people who don't like him. So if your not getting any knowledge or learning anything its because you choose not too.
This is a sad situation and I hope it is resolved,Elianna really suprised me tonight and shows she still has been assimilated and is not fully deprogrammed. She told that man that he wasn't the babies father,and that he better go have other children because she's taking the baby,and was ready to just walk out into Mexico with no plan. That is something the black american has been indoctrinated to do to tear apart black men. I don't blame her for not liking those other women though. Natureboy can't see that quite a few of them are not fit to be wives or "chieftesses" outside of having a vagina,so he is stuck in his lowerself when it comes to that.