So when is it time to "commit to that"?

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Serious question, when is it time to "commit to that"?

You know what I mean by commit to that?

I don't know many black male success stories who didn't do things right?

I didn't do things right?

I'm older, broke, not really educated and very depressed.

So is it really time to just "commit to that"?

I have a very hard time smiling, even talking to people and being happy, I'm not a happy person, made many mistakes, I won't get into details.

But you know our main issue is money and I'm older.

Is it time to just go that route at my age and situation?

I don't make much but I've always worked.

I'm looking older cuz I'm very unhappy with my life, can't find any happiness at all.
 

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Suicide, when is it time to consider it?
 

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I never got suicidal types, I mean I've been there in terms of feeling hopeless, however if I ever felt suicidal, I'm going out in some type of high risk multi-million dollar heist. The money alone and what I could do with it would be reason enough to live.
 

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I think about just moving and sleeping in the whip and flipping burgers or some shyt. I'm gonna be in a situation for a while most likely.
 

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You could always go to school and get a better job/career, breh. I doubt you're like 80+ so you should be fine. You don't even have to get a degree, just get training to be something that pays. I don't think you should kill yourself over being broke, there's always a way to get money. It may take longer than you want but once you get there, it will be worth it. Have you talked to your family about this?
 
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How old are you?

If you're gonna commit suicide anyway why not just put all your energy into doing something productive. Like you're gonna waste your life anyway right? So waste it doing something. Grind hard. Take your disregard for your own well being and turn it into your drive to get shyt done.

If you want to be dead anyway why not just work 2 jobs and 4 side hustles? Why not go back to school and get a 4.0 gpa? You have nothing to live for so live to work. If you accomplish something maybe you'll be happy.
 

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Older than most on here.

I'll give it a other shot, I'll out those thoughts aside and try again.

Won't commit that for right now. And yes I'm trying to get a change of scenery but I got no one to stay with and don't really have any real skills to demand a good job. I was thinking just sleeping in my car and grinding it out like a soldier.

If I do I won't post it and just do it.
 

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Serious question, when is it time to "commit to that"?

You know what I mean by commit to that?

I don't know many black male success stories who didn't do things right?

I didn't do things right?

I'm older, broke, not really educated and very depressed.

So is it really time to just "commit to that"?

I have a very hard time smiling, even talking to people and being happy, I'm not a happy person, made many mistakes, I won't get into details.

But you know our main issue is money and I'm older.

Is it time to just go that route at my age and situation?

I don't make much but I've always worked.

I'm looking older cuz I'm very unhappy with my life, can't find any happiness at all.
Don't do it, breh. You gotta find a hustle and grind.

There's a guy on here, Gangreen something. He hustles off the internet pulling a few Gs a month posting BBW videos on YouTube.

Hit him up and pick his brain. Find new hustles.

If you need someone to chat with hit me up on Facebook. Let's chop it up.
 
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