avon barksdale
i want my corners
From his book...
Though they were never intimate, their love for each other is legendary – they defined ‘ride or die,’ In the beginning of our relationship, my mind was tortured by their connection. He was PAC! and I was me," he writes in the book.
“Pac was like Harry [Smith’s younger brother] – he triggered the perception of myself as a coward. I hated that I wasn’t what he was in the world, and I suffered a raging jealousy: I wanted Jada to look at me like that ... If she chose me over Tupac, there was no way I could be a coward,” Will Smith says. “I have rarely felt more validated… I was in a room with Tupac on multiple occasions, but I never spoke to him. The way Jada loved Pac rendered me incapable of being friends with him. I was too immature.”
Though they were never intimate, their love for each other is legendary – they defined ‘ride or die,’ In the beginning of our relationship, my mind was tortured by their connection. He was PAC! and I was me," he writes in the book.
“Pac was like Harry [Smith’s younger brother] – he triggered the perception of myself as a coward. I hated that I wasn’t what he was in the world, and I suffered a raging jealousy: I wanted Jada to look at me like that ... If she chose me over Tupac, there was no way I could be a coward,” Will Smith says. “I have rarely felt more validated… I was in a room with Tupac on multiple occasions, but I never spoke to him. The way Jada loved Pac rendered me incapable of being friends with him. I was too immature.”


If I ever felt that insecure, I'd be so disgusted with myself I would take it to the grave and never ever speak on it 

