Like many of my other African American peers...I lost my virginity to a fat white chick that lived down the street.
The year was 2003, I was 14 years old. On the way home, on the bus, she's sitting behind me and grabs my hand and puts it in her shirt. This is my first time feeling a titty, so I'm uncut diamond hard right now. She says, you want more come over when you get off the bus. So I'm like
. So I get home, run in the house and take a shower and start googling sex tips. Mind you, I had dial up at the time so this shyt took forever. Finally, I feel knowledgeable, and prepared enough to venture out. So, I grab a condom my dad had given me the last time I saw him, I was like 11 then. Why he gave me a condom at 11 is beyond me, looking back on it I think it was a Durex
.
So I get there, knock on the day sweating bullets, but trynna be cool. She like "We gotta do this quick, my dad's coming home soon". So she yanks me in the house, and rips off the ball shorts I had on and gets to work. shyt was happening so fast I'm just standing there with a combination of
, and
. So, she stops and says you got a condom, so I whip out this 2 year old Durex condom, open it up, and fiddle around with it for a solid 5 minutes trynna put it on. Finally, she like "Let me do it" so she gets it on and assumes the Doggy Style position. I go over, and try my best to put it in, I fiddle around with it for another good 5 minutes and she's like "Oh my god...is this your first time", I'm like "bytch please
"
I finally felt like felt a hole, so I just went for it. She jumps up like
"Not there, I don't do that". At the time, I was confused cuz I thought that was it, but I'm still trynna play it cool so I'm like "My bad". So, she was like "Just lay down" and she climbed on top and put it in herself, and my face was a combo of 


. Anyway, she really put it down for a big girl. 
Am I proud of it, nah
Do I regret it, nah

The year was 2003, I was 14 years old. On the way home, on the bus, she's sitting behind me and grabs my hand and puts it in her shirt. This is my first time feeling a titty, so I'm uncut diamond hard right now. She says, you want more come over when you get off the bus. So I'm like


So I get there, knock on the day sweating bullets, but trynna be cool. She like "We gotta do this quick, my dad's coming home soon". So she yanks me in the house, and rips off the ball shorts I had on and gets to work. shyt was happening so fast I'm just standing there with a combination of



I finally felt like felt a hole, so I just went for it. She jumps up like






Am I proud of it, nah
Do I regret it, nah
