SPIN: Is it ASSUMED that most Coli posters are on one?
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BrandonBanks
Arab Money
This is one of the few places where black men can talk about stuff we have in common (or don't have in common). Of course, there are non blacks on here too, but there's still a sizeable amount of black male posters
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
I'm here because most days I'm in the house with 1 or 2 babies.
Positive= that I'm able to be home and nurture them
Negative= surrounded by little people and a dog with no adult interaction
I like spending time with other black folks, even if it's just virtually.
I enjoy most of my time here though, and when I don't I close the tab.
Positive= that I'm able to be home and nurture them
Negative= surrounded by little people and a dog with no adult interaction
I like spending time with other black folks, even if it's just virtually.
I enjoy most of my time here though, and when I don't I close the tab.
I have issues. I have violent thoughts that instead of acting upon I just write about in some way shape or form, and as you will see some of my fiction stuff is very dark and scary. I have misantropic tendencies to the point where I can be completely insensitive to people and their feelings and downright hostile, but unfortunately because of the way society works, I have to curb all that shyt. I don't want to die. Have I thought about ending my life? Yes, but that was more of a cry for help then actual threats, especially because I didn't make them known outside of my head. I'm obnoxious, arrogant, sensitive, intelligent and socially awkward in certain regards.
I'm on the coli, because of TSC (and I'm not even watching wrestling right now so that's out the window) and like many of you, it's a wish fulfillment. A lot of us are here pretending to be the things we want to be in life. We pretend we got hoes, we pretend we don't have feelings, we pretend that we're psychopaths, we pretend we have the answers to the plight of Black America, we pretend that we know things when we in fact don't know shyt except the fact that this life is fukked and this is a place to escape into our ideal selves, our ideal world. A lot of us want to be loved but don't want to get hurt by it and while it's not all of us, this place is full of people hurting in various ways for various reasons. A lot of us want to be accepted because we're not accepted for various reasons. I'm a lowkey tomboy, I perform feminity in certain areas but for the most part I'm an unfulfilled tomboy. Sometimes I'm a misandrist, sometimes I'm an intellectual, sometimes I'm goofy and unsexy as all hell. I just want to be me and not have to conform and I think a lot of us can relate to that and this fukk ass website is a refuge for that because we are some non-conforming ass motherfukkers.
@DrX I am sorry for calling you a miserable fukk and telling you to kill yourself. That was extremely reckless on my part and extremely out of line and I'm taking full responsibility for it. Whatever it is that you're going through you'll get through it, don't let it defeat you. I want to see Black people do better too. I don't want to have to leave a single Black soul behind but sometimes I feel like it's a futile effort because the pervasiveness of how poisoned our very existence is.
Thank you sweetie, I appreciate that.S/O to @Vice Queen for keeping it a 100. Love her posts.
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
Ol’Otis
The Picasso of the Ghetto
Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
It probably smell like rainbows, passion fruit and freedom.
CoochieMane
#Wholesomegang
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I'm on this joint to pass time honestly, Mostly at work when I'm looking at the computer screen 8-9 hours anyway.
I'm also very much a homebody now so even in the afternoons I'm on the site alot still.
Everyone is broken in someway, but if you post alot on here (especially TLR) your probably a bit more broken that the rest of the world its best you admit that to yourself instead of thinking your a outliner.... alot of people post alot but even more lurk alot and to me that's even more strange. You know when you @ someone who hasn't posted in like a month but they always respond in like a couple mins
In a nut shell, usually when life is moving steadily or people are in happy relationships the amount of time on the coli drops alot.
When you busy, or got someone you have to focus lots of time on coli posting takes a huge back seat.
I'm also very much a homebody now so even in the afternoons I'm on the site alot still.
Everyone is broken in someway, but if you post alot on here (especially TLR) your probably a bit more broken that the rest of the world its best you admit that to yourself instead of thinking your a outliner.... alot of people post alot but even more lurk alot and to me that's even more strange. You know when you @ someone who hasn't posted in like a month but they always respond in like a couple mins
In a nut shell, usually when life is moving steadily or people are in happy relationships the amount of time on the coli drops alot.
When you busy, or got someone you have to focus lots of time on coli posting takes a huge back seat.
I use my powers for good, not evil.
