what does that have to do with self consciousness?
already told you you worry to much, i understand though i think it something we all think aboutwhat does that have to do with self consciousness?
already told you you worry to much, i understand though i think it something we all think aboutPics?Aint this the lil cute, thick chick with curly hair?
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already told you you worry to much
that is part of who I am. But this isn't so much about worry, it's hard to explain.I don't know, I want to say as long as I remember. I know I was around seven when I formed an opinion about myself. It snow balled from there. I am waaaay better now, but some of those things still linger and will probably never leave.

that is part of who I am. But this isn't so much about worry, it's hard to explain.

If I stare at myself in the mirror, it is not because I am admiring myself. It is because I am looking for what's wrong, trying to correct flaws etc so I can just walk around with as little worry as possible. I have found a way become better with a lot of things, but it will always be there to some degree. I will walk into the room if I am late vs. just leaving and not go in at all. I will look people in the eye if they talk to me (for at least a couple of minutes) etc...I don't even come off as super self conscious IRL but its all going on in my head. I come off confident but it's a facade, I have good posture from dance![]()
everyone come in here and add something you find nice about Raedawn, some things may be already said before u get here its ok, u can reuse compliments. I'll go first, @Raedawn07 u have a very beautiful smile 
everyone come in here and add something you find nice about Raedawn, some things may be already said before u get here its ok, u can reuse compliments. I'll go first, @Raedawn07 u have a very beautiful smile
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Oh no no no no. Thanks but no. I don't want it to be that kinda of thing. I was just putting it out there for people to relate.
THank you for being so sweet.everyone come in here and add something you find nice about Raedawn, some things may be already said before u get here its ok, u can reuse compliments. I'll go first, @Raedawn07 u have a very beautiful smile
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This and you other post exactly. I still have somewhat of a distorted self image it has taken time and I had to grow up. I coudn't keep letting those things put hold on my life.I'm the same way. I've been judging my body and face since I was a kid and I look at mirrors constantly but only to critique myself. Sometimes I'm able to be feeling myself but most of the time I never look quite right. I got like this starting in eighth grade. Back then it was more extreme though. I had a distorted image. I think my self-image is less distorted now.
I just want you to know that
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@Raedawn07 Bless your peoples

Raedawn is so lovely. I've only seen ol girl's hair but her personality is what I base her loveliness off of. She always leaves very helpful comments in the threads I start. I think she has nothing to worry about. Beauty, class and brains.
she has a very mysterious aura, it gave me a nostalgic lavender feeling, her hair is amazing and I think if she would have felt more comfortable on tinychat the other night, she would have opened up and revealed amazing things to us.
you can trust us Rae
that's the spirit guys, lets keep it up