KinksandCoils
African American Queen
well that's not that bad you are doing better than a lot of peopletallahasee
well that's not that bad you are doing better than a lot of peopletallahasee
I would work somewhere else, but due to lack of job opportunities itll never happen. Like i said im content, im content eating fastfood crap everyday and coming home to a shytty bed and a shytty wife who cant cook.oh and my wifes a bytch.a rec like a rec center? Look for different work, ask for a promotion/earn a promotion, get a side job.
Food...you need foodbut are you cooking a lot? Are you buying economically or for the day/week? You should think about cutting costs so you can try to save a little bit of money. If you have internet do you need cable (don't know if you have it)? What luxuries do you have? Why are you posting on the coli? I would look at things from a time/money perspective and find opportunities to make more money with a side gig, selling stuff on ebay, etc. etc.
settling down... hopefully you are happy... I just saw your wife might leave you...why is that?
i wish it were that simple.![]()
I hate computers, only because looking at a screen to long makes me have migraines. i dont know what im good at.What do you want to do? If you like computers/technology then consider getting your A+. You can get a job making 40k pretty easily with that one certification. I went from making 19k/yr to making 44k/yr after getting my certs.
correction, you could move. you're just not willing to.i work at a rec. and i cant move.my wife might leave me![]()
I would work somewhere else, but due to lack of job opportunities itll never happen. Like i said im content, im content eating fastfood crap everyday and coming home to a shytty bed and a shytty wife who cant cook.oh and my wifes a bytch.
I hate computers, only because looking at a screen to long makes me have migraines. i dont know what im good at.
This is the second thread I've seen from you with a similar theme. Your problem is you aren't willing to take risks in pursuit of reward. In this thread, and the other one I saw, every time someone makes a suggestion, you find a way to just shut it down, as if you've already accepted your current situation. You want change, but don't want to go about making it happen and you're underestimating the effect that your state of thinking has on your actions, or lack thereof.i said i was content, and content i am. i cannot change my situation anyway.
Honestly, i just think im making excuses for my well being. At this point its past pathetic,and what you said was nothing but the truth..but there is no theme, its my personality.a big shroud of the negative. I just need to progress slowly, and find some help with depression.This is the second thread I've seen from you with a similar theme. Your problem is you aren't willing to take risks in pursuit of reward. In this thread, and the other one I saw, every time someone makes a suggestion, you find a way to just shut it down, as if you've already accepted your current situation. You want change, but don't want to go about making it happen and you're underestimating the effect that your state of thinking has on your actions, or lack thereof.
I would work somewhere else, but due to lack of job opportunities itll never happen. Like i said im content, im content eating fastfood crap everyday and coming home to a shytty bed and a shytty wife who cant cook.oh and my wifes a bytch.

Everything takes time. The first step is admitting there's an issue; now it's time to find solutions. I can't suggest exactly what you should do since everyone is different, but, at the very least, you should try new things in order to cultivate your interest.Honestly, i just think im making excuses for my well being. At this point its past pathetic,and what you said was nothing but the truth..but there is no theme, its my personality.a big shroud of the negative. I just need to progress slowly, and find some help with depression.
Just seen that thread where you all are making 40k,60k,100k and im just stuck like you all must have it good.
Even then you all started to complain, im at the point at if i slip up im going to become homeless. Im broke yall, and im gonna commit suicide soon if i dont have the money.![]()