nikka I told my mom I wanted to kill myself and she got mad so that's how I know
Seriously Breh. Think about what it is you would rather do. What is making you so unhappy with the life you got.
And then, if you wanna put some energy out, put it toward that thing.
Last time I was single with no hoes I had to force myself to go out. Alone. Every weekend. Eventually I found a spot and some peops and I pulled a few women up outta there.
Facing a similar trial now, but not as motivated to go out and drink at a bar with strangers.
Maybe it's art. Maybe a different job that needs training.
Identify your problem and change your life.
Specifically black men because we ain't allowed to say we stressed out or depressed
with your blood