sunday confessionals

[yo moms]

the only reason i started boxing is cus i realised i would need to know how to fight for when i was going to go to prison.

2 years later and i can more than handle myself but i havent been imprisoned yet. none of my family know my plan in life is to go to prison and use the time to look deep inside myself.

i dont know what im going to go down for yet but ive been having premonitions or visions in my dreams for years now where i accidentally kill someone during a fight. i have the same dream at least once a week.

confess brehs.

 

[kp404]

the only reason i started boxing is cus i realised i would need to know how to fight for when i was going to go to prison.

2 years later and i can more than handle myself but i havent been imprisoned yet. none of my family know my plan in life is to go to prison and use the time to look deep inside myself.

i dont know what im going to go down for yet but ive been having premonitions or visions in my dreams for years now where i accidentally kill someone during a fight. i have the same dream at least once a week.

confess brehs.

Breh if you have found Buddhism, then why do you need to go to prison to find yourself still? That religion teaches that you can find yourself anywhere...I think you want to go to prison as an easy escape from having to be challenged in life...its a very pussified way to live as a man if that's your plan. Life is not about ruinning away from challenge and as a black man, you gotta fight and strive to be the best in a fukked up world. I hope you really don't have prison as your goal and if you do please explain how its not a chickenshyt motive to avoid pressures of being a man in life

 

[m@jestic]

Breh if you have found Buddhism, then why do you need to go to prison to find yourself still? That religion teaches that you can find yourself anywhere...I think you want to go to prison as an easy escape from having to be challenged in life...its a very pussified way to live as a man if that's your plan. Life is not about ruinning away from challenge and as a black man, you gotta fight and strive to be the best in a fukked up world. I hope you really don't have prison as your goal and if you do please explain how its not a chickenshyt motive to avoid pressures of being a man in life

Real talk.

Damn that rep limit

 

[Tunez]

Breh if you have found Buddhism, then why do you need to go to prison to find yourself still? That religion teaches that you can find yourself anywhere...I think you want to go to prison as an easy escape from having to be challenged in life...its a very pussified way to live as a man if that's your plan. Life is not about ruinning away from challenge and as a black man, you gotta fight and strive to be the best in a fukked up world. I hope you really don't have prison as your goal and if you do please explain how its not a chickenshyt motive to avoid pressures of being a man in life

 

[no.]

2 years later and i can more than handle myself but i havent been imprisoned yet. none of my family know my plan in life is to go to prison and use the time to look deep inside myself.

That's your plan in life? You looking to write some Mein Kampf shyt, man?

Uh, if we're talking plans in life and confessions, sometimes I feel like I ain't shyt for not getting on the career track my parents would have liked me to get. It's dumb what I'm doing, even though I like studying this, but what if I can't find a job on the level of my parents... I don't know, I just feel like I'm not doing them right, that I should have picked a safer/smarter/more ambitious career choice. It would have been easier in a way, less uncertainty, less feelings of inferiority.

 

[yo moms]

Breh if you have found Buddhism, then why do you need to go to prison to find yourself still? That religion teaches that you can find yourself anywhere...I think you want to go to prison as an easy escape from having to be challenged in life...its a very pussified way to live as a man if that's your plan. Life is not about ruinning away from challenge and as a black man, you gotta fight and strive to be the best in a fukked up world. I hope you really don't have prison as your goal and if you do please explain how its not a chickenshyt motive to avoid pressures of being a man in life

this is where i STRONGLY disagree. i dont believe in being successful or striving to be the best at anything.

 

[Grams]

I'm beginning to think taking drugs daily >>>>>>>>>>>>>> being sober

 

[m@jestic]

As my homie @kp404 said you've got to embrace the challenge which has been laid down before you.

racism is institutionalised as is poverty but instead of allowing these things to drag you down you have to use them as the fuel which keeps your inner fire burning. It appears you're doing your best to grow as a person and walk on the path of righteousness.

I've said to you before and I'll say it again; give yourself some long term goals and always be mindful of these regardless of any situation.

 

[Sandy_Cheeks]

I have no sense of purpose or passion in life.
I sometimes wonder if people have children for this very reason.

 

[kp404]

this is where i STRONGLY disagree. i dont believe in being successful or striving to be the best at anything.

You still haven't explained why trying to go to jail isn't a cowardly excuse to not try to do something with your life and accept adversity and challenges :stringerexplain:

 

[yo moms]

That's your plan in life?

Uh, if we're talking plans in life and confessions, sometimes I feel like I ain't shyt for not getting on the career track my parents would have liked me to get. It's dumb what I'm doing, even though I like studying this, but what if I can't find a job on the level of my parents... I don't know, I just feel like I'm not doing them right, that I should have picked a safer/more ambitious career choice. It would have been easier in a way, less uncertainty.

its not so much a plan as it is an inevitability. i have visions in my dreams every week and a strong gut feeling. so i did something about it and dedicated myself to learning how to fight with my hands.

ive never believed in school and working or things like that. nobody in my life knows i look at life in this way. because people would think i was crazy for not wanting to be successful or caring about work and shyt like that.

thats why its called sunday confessionals. ive recently been having thougths that im not human and that im an alien from somewhere. i stopped fearing death years ago.

 

[m@jestic]

its not so much a plan as it is an inevitability. i have visions in my dreams every week and a strong gut feeling. so i did something about it and dedicated myself to learning how to fight with my hands.

ive never believed in school and working or things like that. nobody in my life knows i look at life in this way. because people would think i was crazy for not wanting to be successful or caring about work and shyt like that.

thats why its called sunday confessionals. ive recently been having thougths that im not human and that im an alien from somewhere. i stopped fearing death years ago.

You starting to sound like Capital Steez breh.

 

[no.]

its not so much a plan as it is an inevitability. i have visions in my dreams every week and a strong gut feeling. so i did something about it and dedicated myself to learning how to fight with my hands.

ive never believed in school and working or things like that. nobody in my life knows i look at life in this way. because people would think i was crazy for not wanting to be successful or caring about work and shyt like that.

thats why its called sunday confessionals. ive recently been having thougths that im not human and that im an alien from somewhere. i stopped fearing death years ago.

Uh, what do you mean by looking deep inside yourself? Like, you're going to go to prison and... sit there, thinking? Trying to find out what?

You don't care about freedom? You wouldn't mind being locked up?

 

[yo moms]

You still haven't explained why trying to go to jail isn't a cowardly excuse to not try to do something with your life and accept adversity and challenges :stringerexplain:

thats what im saying. i have no intent at all and never have to ever want to "do something with my life"

its not a cowardly excuse at all. prison life is very hard physically and mentally and i have prepared myself physically so im at a level where i can handle myself in fight situations. more than adequately might i add. you think boxing is easy?

 

[kp404]

its not so much a plan as it is an inevitability. i have visions in my dreams every week and a strong gut feeling. so i did something about it and dedicated myself to learning how to fight with my hands.

ive never believed in school and working or things like that. nobody in my life knows i look at life in this way. because people would think i was crazy for not wanting to be successful or caring about work and shyt like that.

thats why its called sunday confessionals. ive recently been having thougths that im not human and that im an alien from somewhere. i stopped fearing death years ago.

breh you literally said in the original post that your plan is to go to prison, so what are you talking about??? If its such an inevitability, why haven't you gone yet? You've done crazy shyt but you haven't gone, so how is it an inevitability...just call it like it is dude:

You are afraid to TRY in life. Period. Close thread.