sunday confessionals

[m@jestic]

you really think i can change anything? just look at this thread for example. everyone is so obsessed with being successful and going to school and getting a job and not disappointing society.

i cant help people when i live in a society where its accepted to invade a country for their resources and kill their children.

I ain't obesessed with any of those examples you posted breh.

My goal is to achieve happiness and anything else work, school etc is just a means to an end.

Your first port of call for help is yourself breh, right now you can't put anyone on because you ain't in a position to do shyt. If you feel strongly about such issues then you've got to make a start on what will be a long road. Don't come up here telling me it's not possible because, Martin, Malcolm and Huey tell me otherwise.

 

[Elle Driver]

Steez was a schizophrenic no disrespect to the dead but let's be real. He lost a lotta weight, was light skin, was a popular rapper, and still took his own life. Everything was going in the right direction but nope

 

[yo moms]

You sound like you did back in November...so the Buddhism did not help with your "aimless" personality?

the bhuddism made me realise there is no "aim" to life. there is technically no tomorrow. there is technically no yesterday. so you always talking about trying to be better for some tomorrow that doesnt even exist is pointless to me. the only reason there is a tomorrow is becasue some society decided to name days and months and years this makes zero sense to me. i feel literally ZERO PRESSURE to conform to your way of life at all. i dont think you understand here. you cant put labels on everything. you think you have life figured out and anyione that doesnt want to live like you is lazy or some shyt. it TRULY baffles me.

So you feel like you're doomed to fail your driving test, to kill someone, to go to prison? The fukk, man. The script doesn't hate you. Don't blame the script for shyt that goes wrong, that's just too easy. The script didn't force you not to drive for 3 weeks, you decided that yourself. The script isn't gonna make you catch a body.

i have no money so i couldnt drive legally in 3 weeks. you arent allowed to drive without insurance or a license in the uk

 

[kp404]

you really think i can change anything? just look at this thread for example. everyone is so obsessed with being successful and going to school and getting a job and not disappointing society.

i cant help people when i live in a society where its accepted to invade a country for their resources and kill their children.

who said anything about going to school and getting a job? You aren't using common sense here...how to do intend to FEED YOURSELF? Money is need to buy food, or you could grow a garden yourself...HOW WILL YOU SUPPORT YOURSELF AND IF YOU HAVE A FAMILY? Money. I hate this capitalist bullshyt but I am a ration being and understand if I can contribute to ending this capital, racist bullshyt, it will take money. The only way to get money is to have a job. That's just being rational dude. Success is relative, breh. What do you consider to be success? What's your definition? Some people are successful because they woke up in the morning. Some people are successful if they make a certain amount of money per year. Some people if they get a certain woman, or if their kids do well in life. What's yours? Whatever it is, you are running from it and it could be whatever you want, but your excuse for not trying doesn't make a lick of sense

 

[yo moms]

I ain't obesessed with any of those examples you posted breh.

My goal is to achieve happiness and anything else work, school etc is just a means to an end.

Your first port of call for help is yourself breh, right now you can't put anyone on because you ain't in a position to do shyt. If you feel strongly about such issues then you've got to make a start on what will be a long road. Don't come up here telling me it's not possible because, Martin, Malcolm and Huey tell me otherwise.

your "goal" to achieve happiness is pointless. because we are all happy technically. its just underneath all theis other bulllshyt society teaches you.

 

[kp404]

the bhuddism made me realise there is no "aim" to life. there is technically no tomorrow. there is technically no yesterday. so you always talking about trying to be better for some tomorrow that doesnt even exist is pointless to me. the only reason there is a tomorrow is becasue some society decided to name days and months and years this makes zero sense to me. i feel literally ZERO PRESSURE to conform to your way of life at all. i dont think you understand here. you cant put labels on everything. you think you have life figured out and anyione that doesnt want to live like you is lazy or some shyt. it TRULY baffles me.



i have no money so i couldnt drive legally in 3 weeks. you arent allowed to drive without insurance or a license in the uk

man you getting defensive for no reason...we are trying to understand this plan and how you live, ain't no one judging you. When have you ever seen me judge anyone on here that wasn't a troll? You are posting abstract, ambiguous things and I'm trying to understand what your end goal is? What is it?

 

[Midrash]

I wish I trusted myself and didn't worry so much about what other people thought of me growing up or whether I was even good enough. I missed so many bomb ass opportunities because of it because I was so obsessed with fitting in.


The same people who pushed their desires and expectations on me STILL tossed me aside even after I met their expectations. It wasn't until then that I realized that they weren't good people for me and were only using me to get what I want. I had no room for discovering myself.

Ever since I started working on doing what I wanted regardless of how others felt about it. Pretty much putting on a IDGAF attitude. Nearly everything in life got better.

Some of them eventually came around and respected me and others blew me off but ask me if I even give a fukk.

 

[m@jestic]

your "goal" to achieve happiness is pointless. because we are all happy technically. its just underneath all theis other bulllshyt society teaches you.

 

[Mr.Plan B]

I always had high self esteem i just put myself down to other so i could bond with them.

I always been a very happy person who did not like to fight.But i never show that side of me since i was 6.

I have no plan for my life other then make 100k a year and having a son. Other then that idk what i really want out of life.

 

[kp404]

I agree with you. I respect Buddhist teaching, but I don't agree with this stuff here. We all have different realms and perspectives regarding what makes us happy and there are pathways to that happiness.

 

[no.]

i have no money so i couldnt drive legally in 3 weeks. you arent allowed to drive without insurance or a license in the uk

You could've tried to get the money to make shyt happen, whether from the government or through a job, but you'd rather not. You weren't destined to fail It's like you deciding not to go to the test tomorrow because you couldn't practice, then saying you were already doomed. All those what ifs in the script, man. You should try them sometime.

 

[kp404]

You could've tried to get the money to make shyt happen, whether from the government or through a job, but you'd rather not. You weren't destined to fail It's like you deciding not to go to the test tomorrow because you couldn't practice, then saying you were already doomed. All those what ifs in the script, man. You should try them sometime.

Exactly, he was not destined to fail so he's making up excuses for why he doesn't try...my students in school used to feel like this too...he doesn't want to try because he's afraid of failure. he can get mad and pissy all he wants, but this is the underlying truth in his posts...the world is ugly and set up to fukk you over, so why try? its better to be aimless and not have worries and prison gives you a world where you can do that. OP still hasn't said why prison is the place he plans for and why he hasn't gone yet?

 

[yo moms]

who said anything about going to school and getting a job? You aren't using common sense here...how to do intend to FEED YOURSELF? Money is need to buy food, or you could grow a garden yourself...HOW WILL YOU SUPPORT YOURSELF AND IF YOU HAVE A FAMILY? Money. I hate this capitalist bullshyt but I am a ration being and understand if I can contribute to ending this capital, racist bullshyt, it will take money. The only way to get money is to have a job. That's just being rational dude. Success is relative, breh. What do you consider to be success? What's your definition? Some people are successful because they woke up in the morning. Some people are successful if they make a certain amount of money per year. Some people if they get a certain woman, or if their kids do well in life. What's yours? Whatever it is, you are running from it and it could be whatever you want, but your excuse for not trying doesn't make a lick of sense

watch this. to me there is no success. lets look at the definition of "success"

success - the accomplishment of an aim or purpose.

if there is no goal then success doesnt exist. there is no goal in life because there is no tomorrow. this is where im coming from in life.

 

[m@jestic]

@yo moms

I know you are a Soulo fan so peep.

 

[kp404]

watch this. to me there is no success. lets look at the definition of "success"

success - the accomplishment of an aim or purpose.

if there is no goal then success doesnt exist. there is no goal in life because there is no tomorrow. this is where im coming from in life.

But you box. Boxing is something you do and enjoy doing which you said over and over again. The fact that you participate in that sport shows you have short term goals in regards to that sport. Therefore, you have aims everyday you participate in that sport