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Looking back at it, I wouldn't call it love or even lust; foolishness is much more befitting. I was struck by his beauty, his presence, and overall aura. He was tall but not too tall; caramel complexion with a drop of chocolate. His eyes danced with the stars and his eyelashes bowed to the symphony of the moonlight. The best part about him was his smile. His smile was so bright that it could make a blind man see. I was totally in love with him, well that's what I thought anyway. When my friends would ask me why I had a crush on him, I'd mention his good looks (since that's what drew my attention) and tell them that he was funny, even though he never told a joke in front of me. I didn't know about projection so, of course, my fantasy was a reality according to me.
That summer I learned beauty on the inside is earned, unlike the genetic lottery we have with external beauty. One of the greatest illusions out there is to think somebody with physical beauty is also innately beautiful on the inside. Sorry that I had to go on a rant there. Let's get back to the story. Hmm, so after watching him from a distance, we finally began to talk. It was shocking to see his beauty rapidly fade right before my eyes. The halo I had created for him quickly grew into horns. His words were not kind but malicious. He was selfish in every perceivable way. I'd listen to him criticize his family and friends while ignoring his own flaws. My so called 'love' diminished in a matter of days, albeit, it had been growing for months -- nearly a year; everything just vanished.
I'm sure we've all 'fallen' in love with someone we really didn't know. I really hate it when adults use that term. It's fine for young teenagers but if you reached your twenties/thirties/fourties and you're still 'falling' instead of meticulously choosing your partner, then I would suggest intense therapy.
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That summer I learned beauty on the inside is earned, unlike the genetic lottery we have with external beauty. One of the greatest illusions out there is to think somebody with physical beauty is also innately beautiful on the inside. Sorry that I had to go on a rant there. Let's get back to the story. Hmm, so after watching him from a distance, we finally began to talk. It was shocking to see his beauty rapidly fade right before my eyes. The halo I had created for him quickly grew into horns. His words were not kind but malicious. He was selfish in every perceivable way. I'd listen to him criticize his family and friends while ignoring his own flaws. My so called 'love' diminished in a matter of days, albeit, it had been growing for months -- nearly a year; everything just vanished.
I'm sure we've all 'fallen' in love with someone we really didn't know. I really hate it when adults use that term. It's fine for young teenagers but if you reached your twenties/thirties/fourties and you're still 'falling' instead of meticulously choosing your partner, then I would suggest intense therapy.
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And ended up dating this 18 year old Breh and we were 15 at the time.
, first chick I actually lusted for.
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" And kept it moving,
He was and still is like a gnat at fukking picnic but I love him all the same.
