TheFemalePerspective
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Maybe afterwards you figured out it wasn't love (I'd claim to never have truly loved someone from the opposite sex romantically too) BUT you must have 'felt' you were 'in' love at one point in your life?
Tell Us About Your First Time Falling in Love/Lust
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Maybe afterwards you figured out it wasn't love (I'd claim to never have truly loved someone from the opposite sex romantically too) BUT you must have 'felt' you were 'in' love at one point in your life?
A 15 year old girl took a 13 year old bdirty to the girl's restroom stall and gave me the bj of my young life and my arrogance & confidence was on 100 after that. Had me lusting/trying to get at every girl after that.
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Sorry..my heart is cold...I could rape my sister and not feel any remorse
TheFemalePerspective
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I saw him my freshman year different times around campus I would see him staring at me. Me being me I figured I must have something on my face or look crazy. Lol I was still super self conscious.
We finally met the next semester and we were inseparable...He became a lot of things to me, but the story has a sad ending.
We finally met the next semester and we were inseparable...He became a lot of things to me, but the story has a sad ending.
We met when we were 15. I spotted him doing his thing at a b-boy battle. 
Shared a love of hip-hop, and he was cute as hell with the most amazing style. Turned out to be the sweetest, most artistic and talented guy I've ever met. 2.5 years of 'in love' later, I finally accepted the fact that he was bat shyt crazy and after we broke up, the most jealous man I've ever met.
I actually still see him from time to time. He ended up being an amazing tattoo artist. I'm glad he put his craziness aside and really is making a life with his talent.
Shared a love of hip-hop, and he was cute as hell with the most amazing style. Turned out to be the sweetest, most artistic and talented guy I've ever met. 2.5 years of 'in love' later, I finally accepted the fact that he was bat shyt crazy and after we broke up, the most jealous man I've ever met. I actually still see him from time to time. He ended up being an amazing tattoo artist. I'm glad he put his craziness aside and really is making a life with his talent.
It was Halloween. Love at first sight.
She looked like a goddess in the moonlight.
She was a siren. I teared.
Never again.
She looked like a goddess in the moonlight.
She was a siren. I teared.
Never again.
SiickCurllyGurl
Sophomore
Spring break of the 11th grade. My ass had just appeared over the summer and i didn't know it's powers yet. I was high as fukk and this finnneee mexican dude just waltzed into the scene. and my eyes lit up like a motherfukker on some
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i thought i struck gold. I it put on him on like Beyonce in Drunk In Love. I learned soooo much sexually with him.
I lusted over that boy for a good 6 months to a year
. What a fukking waste too
. Turns on I was the other woman 
and is Girl was some psycho bytch that i didn't know since we went to 2 different schools. I turned down so maybe guys just to be a secret side piece for a fukking year. I finally ended whatever that was last christmas and this nikka is still blow up my phone talking about "don't forget about me, we're still family". No.
i thought i struck gold. I it put on him on like Beyonce in Drunk In Love. I learned soooo much sexually with him.
I lusted over that boy for a good 6 months to a year
. What a fukking waste too. Turns on I was the other woman and is Girl was some psycho bytch that i didn't know since we went to 2 different schools. I turned down so maybe guys just to be a secret side piece for a fukking year. I finally ended whatever that was last christmas and this nikka is still blow up my phone talking about "don't forget about me, we're still family". No.
I remember the first time I laid eyes on my ex, her salient beauty struck me harder than a rock hurled from a competent quarterback. I was taken aback, my throat dry from the breath I lost and my heart beating against my ribs as if it had the intention of falling in love as ironic as that sounds. There she was, the nubian goddess that would complete the puzzle to my life which was all a blur until her arrival. She was a friend of my cousins, together they were in the living room of my quarters talking amongst each other while she was getting her hair done.
Her bosom which defied the laws of gravity was in combat with eyes that would render a raging tiger tamed and I was that tiger. Her eyes looked at me, not of reciprocity but of curiosity as she couldn't help to realize that her striking features had yet captured the attention of some adolescent male whom still bore the burden of a relationship not too long ago which rendered me jaded, or so I thought.
I immediately ran with intention back into my room and got myself into more expensive trousers with the shirt to match in an attempt to impress. We spoke, she left, i ask for her number, but not to her but from my cousin. I wanted to play it safely, I wasn't trying to be too forward and ruin such a magnificent opportunity. I got the numerals from my cousin which was half the battle. I called her, we spoke again briefly and continued to do so over a period of weeks. Soon I would be receiving text messages of returned love which nearly put me into a stupor for months. I was coming to work late just to see her, getting jealous over the slightest offenses, I had vicious retorts to e-cat calls from lowly men online as I had the password to her social media account. Only thing left was her phone but that was out of reach. The day we finally locked mouths together in bed as foreplay to sex had me overjoyed. "
" in my mind as I lay on my back, her body adjacent to mines drenched in sweat which bathed her succulent skin. The room reeked not of sexual odors, but of a poignant lust that only those with senses perceptible to it can detect but that wasn't necessary as we were alone, locked in a bedroom which wasn't even mines.
Months later it was over. Now I'm
Her bosom which defied the laws of gravity was in combat with eyes that would render a raging tiger tamed and I was that tiger. Her eyes looked at me, not of reciprocity but of curiosity as she couldn't help to realize that her striking features had yet captured the attention of some adolescent male whom still bore the burden of a relationship not too long ago which rendered me jaded, or so I thought.
I immediately ran with intention back into my room and got myself into more expensive trousers with the shirt to match in an attempt to impress. We spoke, she left, i ask for her number, but not to her but from my cousin. I wanted to play it safely, I wasn't trying to be too forward and ruin such a magnificent opportunity. I got the numerals from my cousin which was half the battle. I called her, we spoke again briefly and continued to do so over a period of weeks. Soon I would be receiving text messages of returned love which nearly put me into a stupor for months. I was coming to work late just to see her, getting jealous over the slightest offenses, I had vicious retorts to e-cat calls from lowly men online as I had the password to her social media account. Only thing left was her phone but that was out of reach. The day we finally locked mouths together in bed as foreplay to sex had me overjoyed. "
" in my mind as I lay on my back, her body adjacent to mines drenched in sweat which bathed her succulent skin. The room reeked not of sexual odors, but of a poignant lust that only those with senses perceptible to it can detect but that wasn't necessary as we were alone, locked in a bedroom which wasn't even mines. Months later it was over. Now I'm
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Turns on I was the other woman
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Taadow
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I met her at school when I was 13.
I never stepped to her because I was 13. I ain't had no money, we couldn't do chit.
I know she liked me as a friend/thought I was cool, but iono if she dug me like that.
She's married to one of my mortal enemies now. I think about her all the time.
All
the
time.
I never stepped to her because I was 13. I ain't had no money, we couldn't do chit.
I know she liked me as a friend/thought I was cool, but iono if she dug me like that.
She's married to one of my mortal enemies now. I think about her all the time.
All
the
time.
SiickCurllyGurl
Sophomore
how'd you find out
It's really easy to find stuff out because of twitter these days.
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her name was erin. it was in 5th grade. i was too p*ssy to ask her to hang out over the summer break 
i still remember my soul burning as i walked away feeling like a bytch for not going for it
since that day ive never not asked a girl out that i was feeling. been rejected for reaching outta my league, but you'd be surprised at how many girls say yes
i still remember my soul burning as i walked away feeling like a bytch for not going for it since that day ive never not asked a girl out that i was feeling. been rejected for reaching outta my league, but you'd be surprised at how many girls say yes
I don't think I've ever actually been in love. A strong fasicnation, but I can't really recall how it felt. I might be emotional damaged, who knows?