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I'm not the slightest bit afraid of heights. What I am afraid of is the fact that deep down I want to know what it is like to freefall and I might go for it.
There is no saved game for these kinds of things.
I have random thoughts of people starting to fight during meetings, like all out "only one will leave this room alive" type fights.
I have wandering eyes so I'm always noticing people, I tend to give people back stories in my mind. If I were to stand behind you in a queue for 5 minutes by the time I've reached the till you'd probably have a 4 page bio off shyt I assumed from the way you look and behaved.
When I drive I imagine the road behind me is collapsing. It'sat night alone in the car bumping my kind music.
Try to imagine what old women have stored in the bra's.
i imagine my grandma as a rapper. she's 83, and everytime i see her, i picture her wearing a huge diamond chain, an adidas warm up suit, some shell toes, a cap turned backwards, and some versace glasses with no lenses. i imagine that she's on her way to the studio to record with young jeezy.
everytime i hear this song, i imagine that my grandma produced it:
. i don't even know why i do it or when it started. but i think about this EVERY time i see her....
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I don't know about the movie quote, but I do have a daredevil side that is mostly controlled out of common sense. When im high up somewhere, though, I think about leaping off the shyt, hitting terminal velocity, and colliding with the ground. The fact that the compulsion is so strong keeps me from being in places like that.Damn I have those thoughts too sometimes, it's like I'm attracted to the emptiness. Wasn't it in some movie a couple years ago where dude said "I'm not afraid of falling, I'm afraid of jumping"? some movie about the financial crisis in Wall Street I think.