If you can't see that killing people and terrorizing your community is wrong at 11 than there's no hope for you
When your 11 and in the middle of being programmed by American society you don't have a community, a system, a network or support.
You're taught that the only good black Americans were Eli Whitney and Martin Luther King and that micheal Jordan was great at basketball, that you'll probably be end up on drugs or in jail if not killed by another black person or by police. That college is too hard and too expensive for you and that you can get an athletic scholarship but those are rare and even then you can't play sports forever. You're repeated told that blacks are low in reading and in math and even if you're good in both your aren't good, but your good for a black kid.
Unless you have strong family ties or can live long enough to see through the bullshyt you are just a product of your conditioning and as unfortunate as it is, that is our American conditioning.