I just read this and damn am I thankful to be a half way decent looking dude. My heart goes out to this dude. My bro posted this in a group chat.
For almost 18 months I have paid a prostitute to live with me. I don't make a point of showing her off or anything like that, but if anyone asks then I tell them that she's my girlfriend. She generally lives with me, but she has her own place too. As part of our agreement, she has to stay at my house at least 4 times every week unless there is an emergency. Most of the time I just like her there to cuddle with. I don't care what she does during the day as I'm always at work but I like having someone to come home to. I've paid around $40,000/$50,000 so far.
I know it sounds pretty sad, but if I could get a woman without having to pay her, I would. I have tried everything to become more appealing but nothing works. I know someone will tell me that I just need to have confidence and go to the gym. I do have confidence, I do go to the gym. Some people just don't meet the base criteria for physical attraction and as far as I can tell, I'm one of those people. My last relationship was in college. Now I'm 31 and not many 30 year old women want to data an facially ugly man who is barely 5' tall. I'm not angry or bitter about it. If I was a woman I wouldn't look at me either. I mean, just about every man in the world appears to be more 'manly' than I am, so I completely understand.
I have a lot of friends -great friends- but I was still very lonely. So not long after I turned 30, I made a decision to do this. Ever since she started living with me I've been feeling a lot happier. Mainly because it's just nice to have someone here with me. When I've had a bad day she always knows what calms me down. A lot of the time it feels like we're a real couple. I'm scared of the day when she meets someone else or leaves me. I've started to care for her a lot and it sucks that she doesn't feel the same. She didn't even invite me to her birthday party. I hate that the only reason she stays around and cares for me is because I pay her. It gives me a sore feeling in my chest for some reason. But I just try to put it out of my mind.
So, yeah. Other than her and I (and some of her friends), no one knows.
For almost 18 months I have paid a prostitute to live with me. I don't make a point of showing her off or anything like that, but if anyone asks then I tell them that she's my girlfriend. She generally lives with me, but she has her own place too. As part of our agreement, she has to stay at my house at least 4 times every week unless there is an emergency. Most of the time I just like her there to cuddle with. I don't care what she does during the day as I'm always at work but I like having someone to come home to. I've paid around $40,000/$50,000 so far.
I know it sounds pretty sad, but if I could get a woman without having to pay her, I would. I have tried everything to become more appealing but nothing works. I know someone will tell me that I just need to have confidence and go to the gym. I do have confidence, I do go to the gym. Some people just don't meet the base criteria for physical attraction and as far as I can tell, I'm one of those people. My last relationship was in college. Now I'm 31 and not many 30 year old women want to data an facially ugly man who is barely 5' tall. I'm not angry or bitter about it. If I was a woman I wouldn't look at me either. I mean, just about every man in the world appears to be more 'manly' than I am, so I completely understand.
I have a lot of friends -great friends- but I was still very lonely. So not long after I turned 30, I made a decision to do this. Ever since she started living with me I've been feeling a lot happier. Mainly because it's just nice to have someone here with me. When I've had a bad day she always knows what calms me down. A lot of the time it feels like we're a real couple. I'm scared of the day when she meets someone else or leaves me. I've started to care for her a lot and it sucks that she doesn't feel the same. She didn't even invite me to her birthday party. I hate that the only reason she stays around and cares for me is because I pay her. It gives me a sore feeling in my chest for some reason. But I just try to put it out of my mind.
So, yeah. Other than her and I (and some of her friends), no one knows.
