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You know what sucks more than losing 25% of your shyt to a biblical, once in a thousand year, flood?

Doing all of it while heavily withdrawing from drugs and alcohol. :mjcry:

Brehs, like shyt, goddamn, fukk.... Stop this shyt. I just moved here. This is too much.








Well, at least I'm alive, so there's that. :manny:
 

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You know what sucks more than losing 25% of your shyt to a biblical, once in a thousand year, flood?

Doing all of it while heavily withdrawing from drugs and alcohol. :mjcry:

Brehs, like shyt, goddamn, fukk.... Stop this shyt. I just moved here. This is too much.








Well, at least I'm alive, so there's that. :manny:
I thought you were going to the hospital for a minute?
You moved to Texas???
What did you lose?
What's goin on with you breh?
 

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I thought you were going to the hospital for a minute?
You moved to Texas???
What did you lose?
What's goin on with you breh?
bad shyt breh. I'll explain more when I get back. I'm safe though. I just had the worst 3 weeks of my life. I went on a big bender, moved to Houston again, got sent to the psych ward (because I stupidly said I wanted to die to a psychiatrist [which was kinda true....but still...]), had all my heavy drugs detoxed from me (including klonopin, which I'm heavily withdrawing from), got back from the hospital on Friday, it started to rain, then flood, my downstairs flooded, I got evacuated by some EMTs, got taken to a church, waited around for a while, got shipped off to a dry home north of me, and here I am withdrawing like shyt, in a strange house, in a strange part of the state.

Goddamn breh:whew:
 
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i just re-read what I wrote....all I gotta do is laugh at this disaster :dead: (it's better than crying...:manny:)

I certainly wasn't living right before.

Expect some pretty big changes from me. This 1-2-3 punch has drastically changed who I am as a person. God/absolute infinity/whatever you believe in was like:

"Cig, :ufdup:"

and then he/she/it was like: "Bam!, broken uhaul, bam! psych ward, bam! detox, bam! rain, bam! flooding, bam! evacuation, bam! terrible withdrawals, bam! bam! bam!"

:damn::to:
 

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i just re-read what I wrote....all I gotta do is laugh at this disaster :dead: (it's better than crying...:manny:)

I certainly wasn't living right before.

Expect some pretty big changes from me. This 1-2-3 punch has drastically changed who I am as a person. God/absolute infinity/whatever you believe in was like:

"Cig, :ufdup:"

and then he/she/it was like: "Bam!, broken uhaul, bam! psych ward, bam! detox, bam! rain, bam! flooding, bam! evacuation, bam! terrible withdrawals, bam! bam! bam!"

:damn::to:
Maybe God wanted you to know that everything in this life can be gone in the blink of an eye. A couple major events in my life really changed me and made me understand what really matters. Losing my job a couple years ago made me realize nothing is permanent. Even if you do everything right you can still lose it all. Having my kids made my realize the greatest joy in life is living for someone else. Finding God gave me the fulfillment and understanding that no matter what happens here my reward is elsewhere. You don't have to laugh at your disasters in life, but you have to get to a place where you can accept them, and move on. What you go through will be motivation for others around you. Maybe not immediately, but someday, somewhere, someone will need to hear about what you went through to know there is still hope no matter how dark it gets.
 

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Maybe God wanted you to know that everything in this life can be gone in the blink of an eye. A couple major events in my life really changed me and made me understand what really matters. Losing my job a couple years ago made me realize nothing is permanent. Even if you do everything right you can still lose it all. Having my kids made my realize the greatest joy in life is living for someone else. Finding God gave me the fulfillment and understanding that no matter what happens here my reward is elsewhere. You don't have to laugh at your disasters in life, but you have to get to a place where you can accept them, and move on. What you go through will be motivation for others around you. Maybe not immediately, but someday, somewhere, someone will need to hear about what you went through to know there is still hope no matter how dark it gets.
So true, thanks breh :salute:
 

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Oh and I forgot to mention

"WARNING: Use of this reproduction game cartridge (the “Product”) on the SNES gaming hardware may cause the SNES console to overheat or catch fire. The SNES hardware is deemed a vintage collectible, so please exercise extreme caution when using the Product and make sure there is fire extinguishment equipment nearby. Use of the Product is at the sole risk of the user."

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Oh and I forgot to mention

"WARNING: Use of this reproduction game cartridge (the “Product”) on the SNES gaming hardware may cause the SNES console to overheat or catch fire. The SNES hardware is deemed a vintage collectible, so please exercise extreme caution when using the Product and make sure there is fire extinguishment equipment nearby. Use of the Product is at the sole risk of the user."

:heh:
:laff:No....it...does..NOT....say that! :laff::laff::laff::laff:
You gotta be lyin:laff:
 
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