I consider myself to be a fairly smart dude, but sometimes I make terribly dumb decisions and/or pass up on great opportunities. The worst part is that I know better.
I also tend to somewhat sabotage myself in certain situations, especially when it comes to better job opportunities. Part of it is that I'm a little afraid of change.
Re-reading this post made me realize I need to focus more on squashing these issues ASAP. I'm better than this.
I also tend to somewhat sabotage myself in certain situations, especially when it comes to better job opportunities. Part of it is that I'm a little afraid of change.
Re-reading this post made me realize I need to focus more on squashing these issues ASAP. I'm better than this.
this is just another fukking dream.
Then I'm like, if I can think clearly, am I really dreaming? 
The fleet is either on it's last legs or has been pulled out of retirement. Either way I know there's only like 20-40 left and I dedicate the day to finding them.
I also have a recurring dream where I'm failing high school. Sometimes I'm 18 and other times I'm my current age.

but most of the 98s & 99 RTSs are still a nice ride.







