The internet has really screwed my brain up

[AntiHero]

I remember the first time i start browsing the net, i would see n words,monkey,subhuman and all kinds of crazy shyt that left me with the face. Now five years later i can read through the bigotry like

It's just crazy how people talk shyt behind your back then smile in your face.

The net has also made me extremely paranoid, i find it hard trusting my dominican/puerto rican homies now thanks to the stuff i read on the net about them wishing they were cacs . I feel like they'll "betray" me any moment to side with whites and defeat us incase there's a race war.

My mom used to showed me pictures of some of her white friends from back in the 80s/90s, thinking back it makes me wonder how many cacs pretended to be friends with her but talked down on her behind closed doors.

I'm all fukked up brehs, i'm not the same person that i used to be.

 

[PullOutGawd]

Suck it up breh

Edit: all whites aren't bad man
Don't listen to this fukk boys on here
The majority of us aren't racist
We fukk with everyone

The blacks on here that scream cac this and cac that all day probably come from neighbourhoods that have no whites, so they inherited their ideas on whites from their older family members

The bad whites are the rich af ones..

 

[???]

I remember the first time i start browsing the net, i would see n words,monkey,subhuman and all kinds of crazy shyt that left me with the face. Now five years later i can read through the bigotry like

It's just crazy how people talk shyt behind your back then smile in your face.

The net has also made me extremely paranoid, i find it hard trusting my dominican/puerto rican homies now thanks to the stuff i read on the net about them wishing they were cacs . I feel like they'll "betray" me any moment to side with whites and defeat us incase there's a race war.

My mom used to showed me pictures of some of her white friends from back in the 80s/90s, thinking back it makes me wonder how many cacs pretended to be friends with her but talked down on her behind closed doors.

I'm all fukked up brehs, i'm not the same person that i used to be.

U need to calm down, majority of society usually go with the flow of where the country is at that particular time especially in terms of pop culture.

Since american pop culture is very negative right now, everybody in society is negative.

Back in the 80s when we were on the goody too shoes shyt, people were more nice.

90s became rough and gangster, everybody acted hard.

70s we were on the black power/pimp shyt, everybody acted fly.

 

[Camammal]

would you rather be ignorant to all those things instead?

 

[ManxOfxThexYear]

In psychology, desensitization is defined as the diminished emotional responsiveness to a negative or aversive stimulus after repeated exposure to it

shyt happens breh

 

[AntiHero]

Suck it up breh

I don't know if i can do that, breh .

I can't take this any much longer, idk if I've developed a illness but i can't function properly.
When i walk outside i assume everyone is a hardcore bigot.

 

[CinnaSlim]

They are entitled to their opinion.
Just know that you are not what people say you are.

 

[PullOutGawd]

I don't know if i can do that, breh .

I can't take this any much longer, idk if I've developed a illness but i can't function properly.
When i walk outside i assume everyone is a hardcore bigot.

This is the worlds first case of "Colisism"
You've went down the wrong path and turned ya brain to mush

 

[marcuz]

Suck it up breh

Edit: all whites aren't bad man
Don't listen to this fukk boys on here
The majority of us aren't racist
We fukk with everyone

The blacks on here that scream cac this and cac that all day probably come from neighbourhoods that have no whites, so they inherited their ideas on whites from their older family members

The bad whites are the rich af ones..

 

[AntiHero]

This is the worlds first case of "Colisism"
You've went down the wrong path and turned ya brain to mush

What do you mean?

 

[TRFG]

I agree.. with everything you said.

 

[aXiom]

Just think of it as a big ass social experiment. Give people the power of anonymity and they show what they're really like deep down.

That being said, don't let the internet warp your view of the real world. If you had to go by the coli's perception of white folk you'd think all white people are racist scumbags that get off on make your life harder at every opportunity get. Like them mofos leave their houses in the morning thinking im gonna fukk a nikka's day up. Yeah.. That's not even remotely accurate. While the world is a sad place filled with sad people, the internet concentrates and magnifies it exponentially.

 

[marcuz]

What do you mean?

means you're now aware of how two-faced whites are when they're behind a monitor. guys like @PullOutGawd want to minimize that as much as possible.

 

[AntiHero]

Suck it up breh


The blacks on here that scream cac this and cac that all day probably come from neighbourhoods that have no whites, so they inherited their ideas on whites from their older family members

.

You may have a point with that.

I grew up in the hood and the first whites i've ever hung out with were skaters and they were cool as fukk. I'm not going to lie, before i knew any whites i thought all of them were nazis based off of what i've heard and was told but once i started skating i met some chill ass ones.

But now after browsing the internet, idk who to trust any more.

I'm leaving for college soon so i'll see how this works out .

 

[Uncle Trill]

Life is shyt, humanbeings in general are wack and annoying as fukk, find people you can tolerate and try and live the best you can, youll be aite.