I stopped saying that word when i was 14 turning 15. I fell for the sucker shyt too at 12 years old going on 13 looking for validation and acceptance from others because i didnt love myself. A couple of rap songs and being around other ignorant people who i thought were cool made me give up my nerd, talking in proper english card to being an ignant black male. From 99 to 2001, i was on that dumb shyt about to throw my life away and believe me, i was real close because i had other people willing to show me the way to hell until a nightmare woke me up right on time and made me say fukk that ignant shyt.

say no to self sabotage and self hatred. Self love will make you treat yourself and others right. America has tricked black people into thinking self hatred is self love. It takes a smart person to see, recognize and know the difference between both. Thats why its very important to know your history as a black man and as a black woman. Education is vital if you want to survive out here because theyre not going to teach you it in school. Youre going to have to do it on your own. Slavery did a number on us. Thats why i laugh when i see goofies like
@BaggerofTea doing the most when they have self hatred issues as clear as day. They think "blackness" is an act.
We gotta educate our black boys and girls early about the ignant trap. thats how you save them early. Teach them about slavery and jim crow and the ignant images out there so they know what not to be or follow. The n word is a toxic word and will always be toxic. Cant drink poison and say its the cure when its meant to hurt you. Dont worry about how the rest of the world views us.