"Laying to 6 hours, no sleep. I got up to go running and then go to the sauna. As if I boxed in the semifinals Friday. Anyway, I've only done it all my life in hopes of becoming Olympic champion.
At 6 I started boxing. Games, it was my dream. At 13, I left my parents hope to integrate the pole. It then became the goal to which I have sacrificed everything for it was the price to pay to achieve it. I agreed to live up to 25 years in a room at INSEP away from mine, I sweated, I bled, I took some shots in countries where the boxers are the strongest. I had the satisfaction, too, when my results closer to my goal. But they served to me that. I did everything for this title. It's been two times that I privately for the wrong reasons. I can not believe it. I never cheated, always respectful. When I think about my future, I see nothing. I so wanted this title. I have my BE1, that's all. I avaistout bet on games. I thought I would beijing at least not to make me fly. Stop? I do not know what to do or how. I know it is too early to decide, and we never take the best decisions too. Leaving for Rio 2016? With whom, under what conditions and for what end? I gave everything for my sport and I have not had time to build my future. I have cravings, but nothing concrete. We'll have to digest and reflect. The hardest fight was maybe not last night .."
That's a rough ass translation but my nikka Alexis Vastine on suicide watch omfg

I swear to gawd if crooked AIBA cause this man to take his life...