No, my shyt ain't together. I don't have too much to complain about, got a job, a roof over my head and shoes on my feet, yet I want more. A 20 something still getting places via public transportation, which leaves my social circle small (my own doing). Very self conscious, who wants to go smack at a joint when you know when it's time to take her out, you gotta tell her you'll meet her there or you can't stay out too late since the bus/train stops running at a certain time. A nikka tryna finish school in Baltimore, and I refuse to take a train to class everyday. shyts left me in an awkward funk since the summer started. Smoke more than I used to, been more carefree about things and my life in general.
People diss a brother everyday, shyt I'd prolly join in if I weren't me

but no one sees the grind, they just see the end result. I've learned over the years how to block out the white noise, so I keep pushing but it's been getting harder as of late. I'm trying breh, it's all I can do
