The Official Seeking Jesus Christ in 2022 Thread

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So when I was a child, I was molested by a member of the church. Normally, that would cause someone to break faith and lose a relationship with God right?

God repressed my memory so I had no recollection of it while it manifested itself into a demon of sexual addiction that I was dealing with since I was a kid.

I was of course addicted to porn and when I got older sex. I manipulated dozens of women for my gratification and hated myself. I was depressed. Last year and the year before, I did some shyt that would put JBO and skeetsinternal to shame. Til this day it's hard for me to decipher from genuine love and lust but I no longer lust after what the flesh wants.

Let's just say between May 2019 and now, God worked a miracle in my spirit after years of battling addiction, praying for it to go away but backtracking to my old habits. I've been celibate, deleted all dating apps, praying, reading and building my relationship with Christ. I've been going about 2 months solid strong.
 

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Oh and to add to that, about 3 months ago, Satan tried to break me. I got a call from a chick that I use to mess with while from in prison. (She turned herself in for a warrant) She said she's pregnant. The problem with that is that she gave me chlamydia and typically, you get tested for STDs if pregnant and 99% I wore a condom. That was the last straw that confirmed celibacy for me. I'm just blessed that it was curable and God gave me another chance. I'm going to read my bible tonight and listen to some more Tony Evan's.
 

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I'm on no fap for the month of November. Using this to try and deny myself and my lusts. Pray for me brothers.
Most definitely bruh. One pastor that taught me about porn and sex addiction is pastor Michael Todd of transformation church.

Basically with porn, you're worshipping 2 gods and marrying your spirit with secular images.

With sex, every woman that you're hooking up with, you're marrying through sexual intercourse.

I'm learning how to covet myself only to Christ and my partner has to be one that Christ anoints me with.

Edit: Also, I don't think this thread should be in the locker room. Maybe in "The Root" subforum.
 

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Most definitely bruh. One pastor that taught me about porn and sex addiction is pastor Michael Todd of transformation church.

Basically with porn, you're worshipping 2 gods and marrying your spirit with secular images.

With sex, every woman that you're hooking up with, you're marrying through sexual intercourse.

I'm learning how to covet myself only to Christ and my partner has to be one that Christ anoints me with.

Edit: Also, I don't think this thread should be in the locker room. Maybe in "The Root" subforum.
I want that, but I dont think I am capable of learning that man. I am too weak.
 

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I want that, but I dont think I am capable of learning that man. I am too weak. Strong in Christ Jesus and will let the spirit guide me and not the deceptions of the heart.
Fixed for better accuracy. You're strong in Christ and will have that.
 
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